Hi, (This is sorta long..Sorry)

I don't know if you recall - but a few months ago ,
I posted asking about father /son request by the son and  sharing a woman - fetish, experience .
( It never came up again - So I let it go)

But, here I am again - baffled by this same guy,
(Im totally in love with him- goes beyond atf)

Last time I saw him-
He was so loving and open..
He started a conversation about babies..
Asking -if I got pregnant- what would I do ?

Then he blatently tells me  (again)
" I do not want to share you with anyone,
I want you all for myself,
I want to get you pregnant and have a baby , I want to cum in you tonite ,I've been tracking you cycles and your ovulating right now.( ..Ya right ) So ,  I agree .

(Mind you in the time I have known him..
he has never taken my anywhere , or even called me to say hello.
Its - one call to see if Im available- and no others calls in between.He's  very cold in that way.

My question is this..

Did I mistake or not see the signs that this was n impregnation  fetish ...?

And what he was saying was merlely" fetish " talk...

Like a dom would say ...
"lick my shoes bitch -Are you my slut"
Or-  did he get scared and do what he always does...
( ignor my calls)


Im pretty - sure I will test positive on  a prenancy test this tuesday.

My question is :

If it was an " Impregnation fetish" talk...

Can you give me examples of the dialog which usually  transpires - in that kind conversation and a profile of the impregnator?

(keep in mind-  the daddy ,  son and  the dead mommy too)

I couldn't find anything on the web that offerd an explanation.

Thank you ...

You are a provider who is having unprotected sex with a client? Honey, fetishes and the pregnancy test is the least of your problems. You are risking your own life and the life of your potential unborn child. Not to mention the fact that you are placing other clients at risk.

What the heck are you thinking?

Pregnancy fetish or not - you are a PROFESSIONAL and you deviated from THE RULES. Examples of "pregnancy fetish talk" - surely you jest. Whether or not this was a fetish - you need to analyze your life and your situation FROM YOUR PERSPECTIVE ONLY. When someone sticks a dick in you, it's up to YOU to make sure that whatever consequences ensue - STD, pregnancy, etc. - you are fully prepared to assume the responsibility. If someone asks you to rob a bank, do you do it? You have to possess your own boundaries and limitations, and that goes for this job IN PARTICULAR, since we're dealing with bodily fluids, feelings, and other matters that tend to complicate life.

Ergo: Do you want a child and are you prepared to support and love this child for the next 20 years and beyond? Can you give this child a father that will care for him/her the same way? If not, go to the nearest ob-gyn/clinic and have an abortion. And be happy that Roe vs. Wade is still with us.

Live and learn for chrissakes,
the Love Goddess

There is really nothing to add to the two excellent above posts except I agree with LG that --unless you have strong moral objections-- you should head for an obgyn the second the pregnncy test comes back +.  The real worry is why you would allow yourself to be so used?  If a favorite charming client came to you with a finger removal fetish would you allow it and then go looking for information on the web so you could understand his thrill as cutting off a few of your fingers. Your story makes me want to put my arms around you.  Please learn how to take care of yourself.

-- Modified on 7/26/2008 12:38:59 PM

It doesn't seem like you are in control of yourself when you are around him.  As potentially dangerous as this job can be, you must try much harder to control the situation.  Allowing a client to talk you into BBFS so he can impregnate you is teenager-ish...  Sorry for the harshness, but what he said is more along the lines of what teenage boys say than any sort of fetish.

You aren't his psychotherapist.  Quit trying to understand why he is the way he is.  Figure out what you are doing and why.

"Quit trying to understand why he is the way he is.  Figure out what you are doing and why." Can't get any clearer or more succinct than that.

I think you need a therapist. You line of thinking is deffinately not clear, or in anyone who is involved best interest. Never mind the best interest of future clients you could infect, and a child who appears to be concieved under the "hey what the hell" additude.
You need help.

I think you may have me confused with someone else.

"(Mind you in the time I have known him.. he has never taken my anywhere , or even called me to say hello.  Its - one call to see if I'm available- and no other calls in between. He's  very cold in that way."

No - he's a cold user, period.

Make_mine_a_double, that one passage says it all.  As does the first two replies to your post.  It's beyond comprehension that you would even bother with this guy.  With all the fine and available gentleman out there, you could certainly do better.  My opinion and hope is that you move on .. quickly.

-- Modified on 7/26/2008 9:20:26 PM

Wow- Now if I had read that ...

I would of thought - "He's just scared"
Cuz -I searched for reasons why a man would do such a thing - for 7 days all I could come up with was "Impregnation fetish".
Which is absurd.I agree.

I was trippin- with good reason...
I'm madly in love with him.

And - come to find out...
He was just scared.
He needed to think for a week.
He came back around with a responsible plan and a beautiful ring and asked me to marry him.

It wasn't a fetish....

I was just preparing myself for the worst -
If it was.
And yes.
I'm more than ready for a child.
So is he.
That's why it was discussed and agreed on...
before it happend.
You must have not read that part.

It Could be my fault-
I was spinning when I wrote it.
But , now Im calm...and happy.

Sorry to alarm everyone.












-- Modified on 7/27/2008 11:04:48 PM

it is probally all talk, and will never materialize!!

a balanced one, grounded in reality, responsibility and the motivation to stay in a happy marriage, full of children, warmth and mature depth of feeling, even when the bloom of ecstacy and "mad love" disappears from the scene.

Enjoy your baby,
the Love Goddess