Just had a back and fourth with Mariah Milano on lukeisback.com regarding Pse's that got somewhat heated but ended up pretty civil with me wishing her well. She basically confirmed what has already been discussed here rather extensively: The porn girls are being paid less to shoot scenes now, and they make a helluva lot more escorting. She said her only concern with the girls who escort is the fact that some are having unprotected sex with clients for an additional fee. I told her i thought this was a load of crap and she gave a couple of examples of her experiences with this. One was pretty damn disgusting. I have a better understanding of where she is coming from now.

Were you disputing the facts or what?

Well, the escort world does not revolve around Ms. Milano...She is entitled to her opinion, & she is entitled to be a snob...I am not going to seek her permission on what type of appts. i should/should not book..I've said many times in the past & will probably say many more times, one thing people are great at is passing judgment....Doesn't matter if your a Democrat or Republican, from a blue state or a red state, the American public gets an A+ for the ability to pass judgment...

She has this belief that somehow clients are inferior to male porn stars...Fine...Most of us don't look like nor perform like Nick Manning, Billy Glide, Mick Blue, etc...But don't tell me I'm not as healthy as them...Ms. Milano is ocnfusing looks/performance for health...I would match up results of my physicals with ANYONE in the adult film industry...And I'm 100% drug & alcohol free...Being a male porn star is NOT some elite fraternity....A Navy Seal, a US Senator, President of the Harvard Law Review, are some examples of people who ARE part of an elite group....

I will continue to do AIM testing, & I don't give a damn what they charge for the standard industry panel..Furthermore. I would walk to AIM if i had to, or hop on a plane to San Francisco if they decided to move their offices from Van Nuys Blvd. to the Embarcadero Center in SF...

I am not going to London for my annual 2 week Dec. trip this year because i know I cannot do AIM testing there, & thus cannot book the appts. i want...I do things by the book...So i will settle for the Hawaii/LA excursion...

I guess maybe i was disputing the facts to a certain extent. Mainly though i took issue with her original statement that the reason she did not attend porn conventions is because most of the girls that attend are also escorting while in town. What the hell that has to do with her  is beyond me. Anyone can do what the hell they want to at those conventions. I'ts their own personal choice. See, her and i went back and forth about the who PSE thing last year. What it boils down to is this: She has a huge problem with it. It's just become sooo difficult for her to admit it because the majority of the girls, many who she works with, are openly providing and she does not want to alienate them. Hence her faux apology. She does have a legitimate gripe about the potential health risk, but judging from things she has said in the past one can't help but get the impression that she thinks for whatever reason she should get more respect than the girls who chose to provide simply because she choses not to. She used to be under the illusion that somehow what she does on screen is different than prostitution simply because it is done on camera and the paycheck is from some studio and not an actual client. Last year i broke it down to her that, in a nutshell, what she does on screen is actually no different than what they do. Doesn't matter if you are paid by a client or some damn studio, at the end of the day you are still being COMPENSATED for sex acts you are performing. PERIOD. Unless of course the work is done pro bono, which i know is not the case.

Couldn't agree more dude. I chose to be more diplomatic in my post on lukeisback. But here i'll say it outright: She is an arrogant, delusional cunt. Can't stand the woman. I mean really, a porn star who gets jizzed in the face ON CAMERA looking down at those who provide behind closed doors. Wow, just Wow.

Having shot an adult video or too both as talent and a produce myself before, I can tell Ms. Milano that with all due respect, the only difference between an performing in a video and offering PSE services is the camera.

I can understand and respect the fact that some porn stars don't want to escort.
But I get flat out offended by the ones that feel the need to get all bent out of shape over the subject or talk smack about the girls that do offer PSE or the guys that see them.

As far as I'm concerned Ms. Milano is nothing more than a hypocrite who needs to get over herself.

The most laughable part about girls like her or Lisa Ann is that if any guy REALLY wanted to,
They could very easily get a TAX ID number, buy some content and throw up a half assed website and then contact any of the XXX talent agencies and book themselves as talent to fuck about ANY of these girls that think us hobbyists aren't worthy of their "golden kitties"

But whatever, my hats off to the ladies that think enough of their fans as to help them live a dream..........I'll just leave it at that.

i wonder who that pornstar is, thats a crazy story

As far as unprotected sex goes, who says the PS's are doing that with clients?  And if they are, who says they are not holding them to the same standards that the industry uses?  There are always urban legends out there that seem to grow larger every time they are told. Add that to the fact that it can take months for HIV to show up after exposure and how good is a recent test anyway?

She wasn't looking down on it, except for that fact, so let's not say she was.  


There are others, however that do.

You don't know what people do in the bedroom, if they are doing BBFS, that is their business...With all due respect, you're not a standard bearer, just becuase you don't do it, doesn't mean it doesn't go on...

As far as your HIV comment, come on, that is an extremely difficult disease to transmit...Espeically if one is NOT doing anal sex, or if there is no drug use...And your "how good is a recent test" comment would apply to those industry pros more so than it does to clients...

You should have the intelluctual honesty to realize BB goes on...

I didn't argue that it doesn't go on, read my post.  I was actually arguing your position, not against it.  I meant that with the lag time in testing, shooting a BB scene is every bit as risky as providing, even more so considering the volume of women the guys shoot with.

Thanks for your commentary on my intellectual honesty.

I wasn't knocking you at all, i just read your post differently...Sorry

And despite the heated denials every time the subject of BB comes up on any of the forums it happens in the non-PSE escort world as well.

If you go to AIM and get the same test as any male performer in the industry, and the PSE is recently tested as well, then what is the difference between escort bareback sex and video bareback sex?

MOST PSE's will see clients bareback if you provide a recent AIM test. I even had one email me when she heard I was coming into LA on business and say she would let me bareback her in the ass if I got tested. And this was a bigger name in the industry.

It is happening, and only the naive think that it is not.

Trust me when i say that the vast majority who provide will in fct do bbfs if the aim test is a mere fewdays old. several of my all time favs have already agree to it once i come to L.A and get tested. It cost around 200 bucks for a civilian to get the same panel the porn stars do. Mariah, Lisa Ann, and especially Jayden James piss me off with their sanctimonious bullshit. Jayden and i went back anf forth on adult dvd talk once and she actually admitted that she escorted a few times in the past. But get a load of what she said about the experience: She said she was so disgusted afterwards that she almosr scrubbed her skin raw in the shower afterwards. How sick is that? She gave no indication that the guy had been unclean in anyway. She was actually disgusted with the fact that she had actually just been paid for sex off camera. Can you believe that shit? How delusional can a person be? We're not talknig bare back sex here. We're talking about a run of the mill covered session. Unbelievable.

It seems to me that the experience of having sex for the camera *might* feel differently to a woman than having a session with a client. Maybe it's not really different, but I could see how it might feel that way.

When you do porn, you have sex on a set with a professional crew, other people that are being paid to be there and do a job.  Together, you create a product(scene, dvd, etc).  But when you provide, you are literally only being paid for sex. The other person is there for their own needs, not as a fellow co worker.  

There is a different kind of emotional space that filming a scene might provide.  When she has sex for the camera, she might feel that she is performing.  And as a performer you have a certain type of emotional distance from what you’re doing.  So, maybe, she can't get or doesn't want that emotional distance outside of a film set. Providing was too close to home for her, maybe too vulnerable for her, she didn’t feel emotionally safe – that’s where the feeling disgusted may come from.  It was somehow too much for her.    

Sex is an emotional thing too.  People are built differently around this stuff.  Some folks are emotionally built to provide, do porn, or one or the other or none at all.  Not saying that Jayden or Mariah don't have issues about this stuff,  but sex for money, on or off camera, doesn't come without it's own emotional complications.  

And while maybe the girls shouldn’t judge or look down on people, it strikes me that Mariah or Jayden or Lisa Ann are coming from a place where the difference between how porn feels and how escorting feels are very important to them. And that's not really a personal attack on me, that's just their deal...and I kinda get where that might come from.

from now on bring a camera and shoot a POV scene.

The standard panel includes HIV, gonorrhea, chlamydia...At home, i do several more things (testing) including Hepatitis C, RPR, & a routine urinalysis...I had the vaccine shots for Hepatitis B years ago...