You are one of the sweetest persons on this Board and someone who brings sunshine into everyone's life that you come into contact with!  No apology is necessary.  Take care of yourself first and wishing nothing but the best for you.

Good for you Eve!  Take the time to get everything in control.  you'll be a stronger person at the other side of it. i personal am so thank for our times together.  we all love you and wish you well in the journey!

to some of you. I am usually not a very long poster on this board but, I need to address something
( about myself) that has gotten way out of hand I'm afraid. For the last 2 or so months I have been
dealing with some personal crap which has lead to some on and off depression for me. For fear of
losing you guys or making someone mad, I've done my best to try and always say yes and be
available no matter how bad I feel. I'm afraid I am a terrible people pleaser and I want you all to like
me (eek!) Of course this became impossible because I have such very high expectations of myself( as
my past reviews reflect) Everybody is gonna have a bad day but for me, rather than say no or take a
"time out" I'm afraid I turned to alcohol and other chemical means to muscle through. This has of
course gotten quickly out of hand for me, as I am normally a clean and sober person ( in AA and all!)
I'm afraid I have had some very irratic behavior in the near past, which has lead to some pretty
crazy sessions ( not necessarily bad, but still not me) as well as some extreme flakiness. I want to tell
you all how sorry I am , and I am now addressing it and doing everything I need to, to make sure it
never happens again! I love what I do,  and of course will continue working ( please don't be afraid to
call me) just at a bit of a slower pace. Also, from time to time I'm afraid I will NEED to call and
reschedule , so I'm telling you now in advance , so you don't get mad at me. This board and everyone
on it means alot to me , I felt I owed you my honesty and deepest apologies,
                                                                                                XOXO Eve


        PS: please forgive my total lack of grammer, I suck at it (trust me) so chose to not use at all,
       one can only deal with so much embarassment at a time ya know...arrrrg!

Eve,

Just take care of yourself.  We want that more than anything.  This biz will always be there for you.

I hope things work out and you get better.

Bond

Always wishing you the best!

Sometimes things move fast in this Biz and different clients needs and tastes vary! We wish the best for you! and when your ready lets do some doubles! No Alcohol! Just pure us, the way we know we can Rock N Roll.

Take care, Gingerl

Your inner beauty shone through, Eve. I am glad to hear you are taking care of yourself now. I wish you many happy days ahead and will be glad to see you smile.

I know you as as being totally professional.  And more importunely, a very sweet and sincere person.
 Take care Sweetie.  R

I have only met you briefly at a Meet & Greet  so   I don't know you but that took a lot of courage to post that and I applaud you for it. Everyone goes through difficult periods in their  life and there are times when you have to step back and reassess your  priorities  and it sounds like that is what you are doing. I wish you all the luck  in the world as you work to find your center....and I am sure that you get there soon

Take care.

Really admire someone as honest as you who is willing to publically acknowledge a problem, take responsibility for your actions, and is determined to achieve a long term solution.

Your message is the best demonstration of what a true people pleaser you really are - as a result, we are rooting for you and confident you will achieve success.

You are a sweetheart and we will be waiting for you regardless of how long it takes to get back to your true self again.

Don't look back
A new day is breakin'
It's been too long since I felt this way
I don't mind where I get taken
The road is callin'
Today is the day

I can see
It took so long just to realize
I'm much too strong not to comprimise
Now I see what I am is holding me down

I'll turn it around
Yeah, yes I will

Chorus:
I finally see the dawn arrivin'
I see beyond the road I'm drivin'

It's a bright horizon and I'm awakin' now
Oh I see myself in a brand new way
The sun is shinin', the clouds are breakin'
'Canse I can't lose now, there's no game to play

I can tell there's no more time left to critize
I've seen what I could not recognize
Everthing in my life was leading me on
But I can be strong, oh yes I can

(Chorus)

Far away and left behind

All my best, and I know "you can be strong, oh yes you will."
BM

eve just take care of yourself, your beautiful inside and out

your inner strength and character that you have been able to recognize your problem , that is half ten battle . I am sure these attributes  will see you through to achieving full health and strength. I have not had the pleasure of meeting you but I wish a speedy and full recovery. Have faith.

for all your support. I care very much about you all and it means alot to me!
    BTW though, I already took my break and am back working tomorrow . I just need to slow down and have a few new rules I need to follow in order to take care of myself now. I'm going to list them on my new website as well as ads. Nothing about menue or anything  (don't worry...tee hee!) mostly about scheduling and I can't do overnights etc. XO

Hey Eve!  You'll push through this rough phase like a tigeress that you are!  I think it's quite okay to reschedule if you need that time to spend on yourself for your own betterment.  
You are awesome, and one of the best providers that I have known, albeit the short time that I've been on TER.  
Take care of yourself sugar!  

...have been asking everyone where you have been these days...my turn to come to your rescue, babe...you did for me!!  Anything I can do...ANYTHING...just say what, when and where!

Eve, the main thing is your feeling better, you took the right steps to deal with your issues, and you are putting in place a plan move forward.  I greatly appreciate the class and honesty you displayed by calling me to let me know what happened.  You certainly didn't need to do that.  I felt that something had gone wrong and only wished you the best.  Even though we have not ye met, I'm even looking forward to seeing you even more the next time I'm in LA.  Take care.

You're a GREAT woman & provider and I know you are going to be coming out FABULOUS & on top!
Keep going hot momma, we need incredible women & providers like you!

MM xo

Thank you baby..XO

I was not even aware of you but so glad you posted. It is so refreshing to see someone caring, straight and honest, you definitely are a winner in my book.  And when I clicked on your site to learn more about you - HOLY MOLEY!  One of my favorite quotes is from the recent Tim Burton version of Alice.   "You've lost your muchness.". May you find your muchness again, and in spades.