Los Angeles
Ditto On the Above
to some of you. I am usually not a very long poster on this board but, I need to address something
( about myself) that has gotten way out of hand I'm afraid. For the last 2 or so months I have been
dealing with some personal crap which has lead to some on and off depression for me. For fear of
losing you guys or making someone mad, I've done my best to try and always say yes and be
available no matter how bad I feel. I'm afraid I am a terrible people pleaser and I want you all to like
me (eek!) Of course this became impossible because I have such very high expectations of myself( as
my past reviews reflect) Everybody is gonna have a bad day but for me, rather than say no or take a
"time out" I'm afraid I turned to alcohol and other chemical means to muscle through. This has of
course gotten quickly out of hand for me, as I am normally a clean and sober person ( in AA and all!)
I'm afraid I have had some very irratic behavior in the near past, which has lead to some pretty
crazy sessions ( not necessarily bad, but still not me) as well as some extreme flakiness. I want to tell
you all how sorry I am , and I am now addressing it and doing everything I need to, to make sure it
never happens again! I love what I do, and of course will continue working ( please don't be afraid to
call me) just at a bit of a slower pace. Also, from time to time I'm afraid I will NEED to call and
reschedule , so I'm telling you now in advance , so you don't get mad at me. This board and everyone
on it means alot to me , I felt I owed you my honesty and deepest apologies,
XOXO Eve
PS: please forgive my total lack of grammer, I suck at it (trust me) so chose to not use at all,
one can only deal with so much embarassment at a time ya know...arrrrg!
( about myself) that has gotten way out of hand I'm afraid. For the last 2 or so months I have been
dealing with some personal crap which has lead to some on and off depression for me. For fear of
losing you guys or making someone mad, I've done my best to try and always say yes and be
available no matter how bad I feel. I'm afraid I am a terrible people pleaser and I want you all to like
me (eek!) Of course this became impossible because I have such very high expectations of myself( as
my past reviews reflect) Everybody is gonna have a bad day but for me, rather than say no or take a
"time out" I'm afraid I turned to alcohol and other chemical means to muscle through. This has of
course gotten quickly out of hand for me, as I am normally a clean and sober person ( in AA and all!)
I'm afraid I have had some very irratic behavior in the near past, which has lead to some pretty
crazy sessions ( not necessarily bad, but still not me) as well as some extreme flakiness. I want to tell
you all how sorry I am , and I am now addressing it and doing everything I need to, to make sure it
never happens again! I love what I do, and of course will continue working ( please don't be afraid to
call me) just at a bit of a slower pace. Also, from time to time I'm afraid I will NEED to call and
reschedule , so I'm telling you now in advance , so you don't get mad at me. This board and everyone
on it means alot to me , I felt I owed you my honesty and deepest apologies,
XOXO Eve
PS: please forgive my total lack of grammer, I suck at it (trust me) so chose to not use at all,
one can only deal with so much embarassment at a time ya know...arrrrg!
Hey Eve! You'll push through this rough phase like a tigeress that you are! I think it's quite okay to reschedule if you need that time to spend on yourself for your own betterment.
You are awesome, and one of the best providers that I have known, albeit the short time that I've been on TER.
Take care of yourself sugar! 