On her way to prison. I had an emotional relationship with a provider but it was mostly her using me as an ATM. Anyway after she would not see me anymore and I have followed her life through internet searches and Facebook. She is currently awaiting trial on 4 felony charges two for possession and intent to distribute a certain substance and 2 for breaking and entering her neighbor’s home. Also, she had a kid a couple years back that the county welfare department has since she left her with a friend and went on a binge. I visited her in jail just out of curiosity and was really surprised the effect that substances had on her body. Her body looks like a mess and her top teeth on one side of her mouth have rotted away. Anyway,if convicted she faces a minimum of 4 years in prison. I don’t feel sorry for her but kind of feel satisfied that her life is all fucked up after she treated me like she did. I really don’t believe in karma but but just that she is one incredibly stupid person and during my visit with her in jail all she talked about was herself. She is definitely a sociopath among other things and I am glad I cut my losses before our relationship went any further.

but they certainly apply here. Dude, I have three words for you "GET OVER IT!!!"

How do I know this?  You're still stalking her.  She must have been a great fuck.  Either that or you're nuts.  Or both.

The best revenge on someone is to live a good life while the person who hurt you spirals into self-destruction.  So you are the winner here and she is the loser, although you probably realized this long ago.

I don't see any winners here, they are both losers IMHO. Her for the obvious reasons (If the OP is to be believed of course) and the OP is an even bigger loser for not being able to let this shit go. The guy has come right out and admitted to being a fucking stalker for fucks sake, what kind of "winner" spends his life stalking some hooker who broke his heart years ago?

Hi ya'll! Lol, did you fuckers miss me?  

I really miss reading the BS on this board.  Wish we had another way to connect again.

I replied to your email (not on here) but you disappeared again.  

Got emotionally involved with an agency provider should of just kept communication strictly through agency and she wouldn't have had the opportunity to hurt you

I'm sorry this happened to you but yes I agree with sallyhouse

You both, had a fucked up situation, she the drugs and you she was your drug, the fact that you visited her, searched for her, an found out what was going on with her, made her your drug.  To me both of you, lost, best of luck on your search maybe you will find a lady that spending your money on will allow you to have a real relationship.