but they certainly apply here. Dude, I have three words for you "GET OVER IT!!!"

 
Are you seriously admitting to stalking her through internet searches and social media since she dumped you? Yes, her life sounds pathetic, but yours sounds worse if anything. I can't believe you find it satisfying to revel over the misfortune of others. Drug addicts create their own hell, and are almost always self absorbed, what's your excuse?

 
The next time you ask for advice about Sugar Babies, please remind me about this post. If you have gotten this fucked up over a hooker dumping you, the last place you need to be looking for pussy is in the Sugar World.

How do I know this?  You're still stalking her.  She must have been a great fuck.  Either that or you're nuts.  Or both.

The best revenge on someone is to live a good life while the person who hurt you spirals into self-destruction.  So you are the winner here and she is the loser, although you probably realized this long ago.

Hi ya'll! Lol, did you fuckers miss me?  

Sorry for "ghosting". I lost someone in my personal life in a very horrific way and needed time to deal with it....but I'm Baaack! Lol!

I wrote a long tirade on my feelings about this but for some reason it didn't take....so now I'll just quickly summarize it up:  

You are one sick twisted fuck. Get help and get it fast.

That's all. Lol.

Sabine

I really miss reading the BS on this board.  Wish we had another way to connect again.

GaGambler you still make me laugh.  Perhaps I'll log on occasionally to for another round.

You both, had a fucked up situation, she the drugs and you she was your drug, the fact that you visited her, searched for her, an found out what was going on with her, made her your drug.  To me both of you, lost, best of luck on your search maybe you will find a lady that spending your money on will allow you to have a real relationship.