so here's the deal - I've been out of the scene for a while due to an injury and subsequent health drama. And I've gotten older along the way, somehow :p At this point I am honestly wishing for something that I perceive as less "demanding" - though that's not quite the right word - maybe someone who reads this will be able to understand and say it better than I can.....
Because I'm not a young guy anymore I'm not always ready for the big event on cue- you schedule in advance but some days doing the full GFE thing honestly feels like a bit of pressure to live up to some mythical ideal - not talking about the provider here, though I'm sure that's there, but for me....
So at this point, I honestly just want to be entertained, for the time to be focused on what I enjoy most. And I find myself drawn to the idea of less being more.
What I wish for these days is something along the old fashioned sensual massage with full body contact, but with making out, a bit of a "girlfriend experience" feel, enthusiastically received daty and a nice release - in this respect HJ is fine because honestly, I've been with a lot of women and providers over the years who just don't BBBJ the way I really like it, and don't take a hint.... sometimes I feel like *I* have to work hard to "finish" with BBBJ... I feel like I want the focus to be on entertaining me.
Now I've gotten more of that feeling quite often with some of the agency k-girls - there's a certain approach they take to entertain you, and I do like that - but most are not offering a "reduced" package similar to this at a reduced rate anymore....
A search for massage providers offering the extras I'm thinking up turns up only one recent review and the rates when I wrap all I want up nicely in a pretty bow are higher than an hr GFE.....
well - there it is. Probably whistling in the wind but just felt like throwing my thoughts out into the ether today...
