Well, I was away from the hobby for a while for personal reasons. Losing a loved one, to be precise... and had a bit a of a long struggle. Even debated about the moralities of this business during that time. Oh, and plenty of drinking was involved too. Goddamm did I drink my ASS off. I even had to replace my keyboard twice cuz I puked on my laptop.
But the truth of the matter is, none of us wanna be here had there been a simpler / hassle-free way. What are the chances of an older guy past his prime dating a hot young girl as easily as we did when we were younger and better looking? It happens, yes, but I bet you it still costs more money and more time invested in order to get there. Do we want to go through that process every time? Similarly, what are the chances of a 20-something girl, without a medical degree, making the kind of money she make per hour in this business? All of us are here because it's so damn simple. It's business... Plain and simple.
Most of us men aren't evil. And while it's debatable, I don't feel that I'm evil for being a participant. I know I'm not an evil guy. It isn't a man's fault for having lustful desires toward a hot women, especially when the services are literally offered on a menu for us to purchase. That's how we were made, it's written in our DNA. Women have desires toward a hot young man too, maybe not as pronounced... but Men are traditionally the active ones, the doers, the hunters who seek out and chase.
While I wasn't swallowing my client's cum, I sometimes have to swallow my pride dealing with some of my clients in my line of work to win that big gig. I worked my ass off, kiss my clients ass, and bend over backwards for some people in order to make the money that I pay to these ladies.
Hell, most men don't make anywhere near $300-$2k an hour.
It's just business. At least that's the conclusion I came to during my time of thinking. Maybe even a 'win win' if we're both getting what we want out of it, all without the hassle or drama.
And I have a deep and genuine appreciation for the ladies here who make it possible and easier for us men.
Well, either way I'm ready to do some business this year. 
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Great to see you here again and sorry you had to go through a tough time. As for your drunk ass, you need to come to Costa Rica, where pussy is so cheap you can fuck drunk. I know, I've tried it. I usually never drink before or during a session so as not to dull my senses (they are dull enough to begin with, LOL!)
But recently in CR I decided to try drinking before a session. Why? Because it only costs $100/hr so I wasn't risking much. And it worked out fine. I was still able to perform and had a great time. Now I don't think about it. If I want to drink in the afternoon, I do it. Of course, I never get "puking on my keyboard drunk" LOL!
So I suggest you get your old, Asian ass down to Jaco and me and your fellow Asian will be happy to show you the ropes. He always has extra rope, you know!
Welcome back!
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