I felt really awkward today, as I haven't had an appointment in forever. Took some time off!
It (seemed) like it had been a month, so I was like, "It's been a long time… I think I've been off for like a month!" (Probably more like two - three weeks, now that I think of it).
Wow. Usually means six months, etc, in the real world.
Ladies, do you ever have a client that is really gorgeous you actually act awkward? On a regular date, I'd be like, "If you don't like me, fuck you." But in this, it's different. I said, "You picked me?" LOL. (Not good, lol.)
Anyway, tons of fun, and a nice warm up to getting back on the bandwagon. Had another sweetheart and I acted nervous with him as well. I feel like a virgin again, LOL
xoxo
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I went on vacation for two weeks and came back feeling like a virgin. In more ways than one.
And about the hot clients, I've certainly had the wind knocked out of me by a few. One in particular, after our session, left me thinking "yeah, I'd do him for free." I came to my senses of course but the whole session I was, honestly, STARING in awe. Every time he complimented my body, I could FEEL my ears burning. It was like a high school crush.
It had been over a year before my come back beginning Nov .. I was sincerely nervous and worried that i wouldn't stand to par as i had been, prior to going on what had seemed indefinite hiatus.
Goodness had it that after the 2 hours date, it extended to a nice dinner and a "friendship". quite a nice welcome i thought.
You are Gorgeous, thats why he picked you.. 
Don't forget that
I took almost 2 years off without seeing anyone new. Took my ter down ect. When I started advertising again I realized how much I missed the excitement of meeting someone néw and finding out what makes them tick.
As far as the really gorgeous client.... I have a few men that I get Sooo nervous around. I'm pretty outgoing and have no problem talking to men ,especially in public. But like you said, when your meeting them this way it's a game changer. It's not just that they are handsome but they are total gentlemen as well. One in particular has this witty sense of humor. Gets me every time.
Your body is telling you something.
I didn't want to be the first guy to post on that thread.. 
I didn't want the one and only guy to post on the thread.
For a moment I thought, I had accidentally wondered in to the ladies locker room.
Not to worry ladies, I still love yous
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I always enjoyed being able to coordinate my reunions with regulars with their return from weeks-long vacations or month-end periods. Sometimes I could hit it right on the day of return, first thing. Man, those were some cock-hungry women, let me tell ya! Cookies for a Cookie Monster, yum. So, guys, ask your regulars for first dibs on the "ease-back" session.
P.S. - On the other hand, my all time favorite favorite favorite fucking partner (you know who you are, little art lover) confessed that on three occasions our play dates caused her period to arrive several days early. I did not know whether to be flattered or pissed.
I'm 5' and had a really great time with someone who must have been at least 2 times my size, 6'3 or 6'4 and everything proportional, it was also towards the end of a few weeks of working on a show and I was delirious and stressed out so I put myself out there. I think he hit my ovaries, I had such internal pain, and if I was up for a while, I would get lightheaded. Needless to say, I didn't have sex for a few days.
I've gone without for as long as 8 weeks. I'd make a lousy monk.
eternity. Almost found a dude to fUck if I didn't get any appointments. BUT. I did.
8 weeks, 'eh? That's the longest you'e gone without 'it'? 
Not consecutively of course, but that was about my sum total for all of 2013. lol
Well, you're such a badass aren't you?
Can't say I've gone eight weeks consecutively either but I'm a ho, so it doesn't count lol.
Just the longest since I've been in the hobby.
I've heard some guys say they wish they knew this existed in their prime.
Oh I don't know, which decade are we talking about? My teens? Never. My 20's? Never. My 30's? Almost never. My 40's? Never. My 50's? Yeah baby, my decade has finally arrived!
Good one.
LOL, Congratulations! Best decade of your sex life is where it's said to diminish in the lives of others!
Dear Ms. Ova:
So now I know what you like to do with your time when your not bending Over. How ever how do you ever say that you like him but not disclose the fact that your are partial towards him due to the commercial nature of your relationship? Also can he tell that you are somewhat partial towards him or does it tend to go over his head? Is he good at extrapolating not verbal communication or can he extract certain subtle things that you say? Just trying to extrapolate the connotative and denotative cues that you give your men.
Dear Ms. Ova:
So now I know what you like to do with your time when your not bending Over. I like to eat.
How ever how do you ever say that you like him but not disclose the fact that your are partial towards him due to the commercial nature of your relationship? Dupli say what?
Also can he tell that you are somewhat partial towards him or does it tend to go over his head? What?
Is he good at extrapolating not verbal communication or can he extract certain subtle things that you say?
What?
Just trying to extrapolate the connotative and denotative cues that you give your men. What?
I have no clue what the hell you're talking about, but I give a good BJ and that usually keeps 'em happy in spite of my stumbling.
Speak in layman's terms. I don't have a college degree, nor do I read Shakespeare or practice riddles. LOL.
"Just trying to extrapolate the connotative and denotative cues"
WTF does that mean? I have two college degrees and have absolutely no idea what the hell that means other than cues. Had I been an English major, I might be able to figure it out but lucky for me, I went into a field with actual jobs, lol.
And what is not verbal communication? LOL.
