OK, let me first of all just say that I am writing this under an alias because I am highly embarrassed by something that happened to completely ruin a session for me today.  Also I am quite paranoid about things since I have a lot to lose if things go wrong for me.  I usually don't let it get the best of me and it has never ruined a session for me it is just the thoughts that go though my brain.  Things like: Did I park my car in a good place or will it get towed.  Damn, I am screwed if it gets towed, I can't use my credit card to pay since I am in an area I should not be in and I do not have enough extra cash to get the car back.  Or, what if I get a speeding ticket or in an accident in an area that is not really close to anywhere that I ever go to.  These thought all because of an SO of course that would question me if any of these things happened and I am not very good at making up convincing answers I am afraid.  She would know that something is going on.  

You ought to consider taking a nip or two just before the next session to calm your nerves

... in a pot on her stove, and I got pretty nervous. But she explained she was going to make stew for dinner, and I relaxed and had a good time. She even showed me her collection of top-notch butcher knives.  

This might sound cavalier but perhaps you should stick with porn.  Why pay top dollar for an anxiety attack?

I had the same exact thing happen with the ingrown hair.  Worried sick and didn't sleep for 3 days.   Of course I googled it and I determined that it had to be syphilis. Went to the clinic and that is when they said it was just an ingrown hair. The counselor who did the follow-up said "you googled it didn't you". This was of course after I told him how scared I was about it. He had me pegged 100% and him saying this led me believe a lot of people do the same thing and get a bit of a scare.

Trust me, I have certainly thought about it but I always end up going back to the real thing. That is really not bad advice and would save me tons of my retirement money that I am spending. Today was an extreme example but normally I have an a very enjoyable time with some incredibly beautiful women.

...but never enough to actually make me question my decision or abort the mission.

It won't be easy on your pocket book, but you could visit the Nevada brothels if you're getting overly paranoid.  The NV brothels are legal and the brothel ladies get tested regularly for STDs/HIV.  Just another option in addition to one about porn which you might consider ...LOL

When I'm balls deep, I start worrying that the Russians will nuke us while I'm there and I won't have anything to protect me from the radiation except the condom I'm wearing.  

I worry about them being LE.

Thank you, that does help ease my mind a bit and you are probably right about a lady from a reputable agency. I really do feel terrible about this since she was so incredibly hot looking.  I feel like I just pissed away a good amount of money for no good reason.  My little guy clearly over reacted.  And I am sure she was thinking "what the hell is the matter with this guy?"

The only indies I see are ones that are reviewed on TER and have their own website.  If they're with an agency, and I have used the agency before, there is no concern for me about whether they're LE.

I used to worry about cash because of debit card limits or weird things with ATM (cash limit withdrawal).  Learned two things 1)  For my bank, you get a deposit before 4:00 p.m. and after 4:00 p.m. for max withdrawal.  For example, at 330 p.m. you take out 500 max.  Then at 4:05 p.m. you can take another 500 max.  If you did it at 3:35 p.m. it would reject you.  Similarly if you withdrew 500 at 4:01 p.m. you couldn't make a withdrawal at 3:59 p.m. the next day, you would have to wait or 4:01 p.m.  Weird.  Its based on 4:00 p.m., not 24 hours.

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Lots of times police cars are parked where your going they have to live some where and are always driving around.    I'm with my bag of condoms , toys, lube, Vitamin V, Mouth wash , tooth brush,   Lol.    Only name Given me was LULU , MIMI,  and no last name.    Please don't stop me Lord.   Never confronted anything that looked like disease.    You never know what's behind door one.   10 or a 6.     Ugly doesn't count as a disease.    The catch to Ugly is the cooter is always very good anyway which can give you a 6/10.  Lol.     The point is that all of it is part of the excitement of the encounter and you should enjoy it.    Stay away from back page and use reviewed girls.

But as far as her "Bumps", think of them as goose bumps, that she was "excited" to see you.
And the only other thing that could stress you out, but you didn't mentions was what if you suffer a cardiac arrest, but by then it may not matter.
And the only concern I have is if it's a first time meet, is that I hope we're compatible. But other then that, I never worry in the same fashion as you do. But that's just me, pretty much a carefree sort.

Honda Ruckus to see a provider.

Gets some iodine from the drug store. Take some tweezers and pull it out. Then put iodine on the part where the hair was taken out. It will heal pretty quickly.

I thought you'd go for a performance scooter like the Rascal Pioneer,
You can probably pay extra for matte black & a carbon fiber basket

Wouldn't that be a LOT easier?

When you ride a Motorcycle or Scooter to see a provider it adds a Cool Factor to your Persona. Well that's what the providers tell me when show up to see them.

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Always,

114 MPG

it depends on the Vance & Hines Exhaust you have on

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but OTOH "crashing without a helmet" would explain a lot about ROGM.

as there are very few straight men riding anything THAT FUCKING GAY. lmao

If you are so worried about it then I don't think you should've went through with it!  
If a client comes to see me and he has a bump on his penis that looks suspicious I will not do the session. I'll probably ask for a fee for my troubles and Send him on his meery way, not worth it to risk it at all. A 45 minute of pleasure can cost you your whole life having to deal with herpes on your genitals. No Bueno.

He does on occasion tip over, however. LOL

Those get towed too, most states a tow fee costs as much as session.

Plus you get to pound that pussy in the comfort of your own bed.

First, I can't say that paranoia has ever gotten the best of me during a session.  The closest I ever got to that was a provider that suggested I should skip putting on the condom since she couldn't get pregnant.  I thought "damn, wonder what a hazmat suit costs..."  But ultimately I just put on a condom and carried on.

I was reasonably sure it was just shaving bumps, didn't sound like herpes.

Only if your sessions cost $50.