Maybe it's me....but I have this regular who everything I'm touring he askes me if I'm free in NYC and of course I'm not there and every time I recommend him to someone else and he sees them he  always says "Roxanne, I know how much this might hurt you, that I'm seeing someone else"  

that you are a prostitute!

You tell him you also see someone else. How slutty does it sound when you use the letter "N" to describe how many people you sleep with?  

how my calls went and of course i shut him down. Reviews are there for that, although my reviews state that I do things I never thought I did. LOL Like cumming 50x in an hour....I didn't think I could do that! lol hell, I don't even remember. Might as well say that there was a clown in the closet as well.....

i mentioned this before
if i have great chemistry with somebody, i do give references but i feel a little pinch in my chest
especially it is a few days after he saw me

is "sorry, honey my schedule doesn't allow us to meet at that time".  
Can you believe that .... uh oh, just got a text alert from my 3:15. Wish me luck.

Nothing to do with my performance. In his case he has a wife....so it's like if you can't be loyal to her he's to be loyal to me. This man was my first regular and I adore everything about him, his swag, his game, his touch but at the end of the day it's business. I can not expect no man to see me and only me when there are soooooo many fishes in the sea. Let him explore, let him see what's out there. I've never been jealous. Sex is sex and love is love. I have sex with many but only love ONE man and hopefully we die together the rest is just business and pleasure.  It's always been like that wayyyy before I became a provider. I was never promiscuous and I never mind that my fiance was going to be the only man sexually in my life, however, I always thought it was unfair (once again before i became a provider) for him to have sex with me and only me. Ironically I've been the one that brought women into his bedroom.  Especially me being a virgin at the time. No way, I wanted him to have sex, eat and live. See what different p*ssy feels like and if you come back then it's because I truly had sex with your soul and mind not just your body.

Him seeing someone else probably "hurts" you financially.

What happened to your true love?  Do you still love him? Does he loves you? Why not marry him?

Posted By: RoxanneHeartNYC

Nothing to do with my performance. In his case he has a wife....so it's like if you can't be loyal to her he's to be loyal to me. This man was my first regular and I adore everything about him, his swag, his game, his touch but at the end of the day it's business. I can not expect no man to see me and only me when there are soooooo many fishes in the sea. Let him explore, let him see what's out there. I've never been jealous. Sex is sex and love is love. I have sex with many but only love ONE man and hopefully we die together the rest is just business and pleasure.  It's always been like that wayyyy before I became a provider. I was never promiscuous and I never mind that my fiance was going to be the only man sexually in my life, however, I always thought it was unfair (once again before i became a provider) for him to have sex with me and only me. Ironically I've been the one that brought women into his bedroom.  Especially me being a virgin at the time. No way, I wanted him to have sex, eat and live. See what different p*ssy feels like and if you come back then it's because I truly had sex with your soul and mind not just your body.

Ya must break it to this bone head that your "relationship" is just business. He thinks of you as his girl friend and that's not acceptable. I'd trade him to one of your hooker friends and tell him you can't service him anymore, but insist that you get a good client in return. 😘

I live with my true love and he found out I did this and hurt him a lot because with him I didn't want or need anything. I did this for a purpose (not money) and I just had to start as a solider. We will get married when I leave this part of the lifestyle.

Money is everywhere.....I go out and find it. He didn't mean financially he meant emotionally. Oh brother some clients swear that the sun raises when they get up in the morning and it sets when they go to sleep.

I have traded him to every one. I have him walking more than a hooker on 42nd street. He always comes back. Me not seeing him is showing him that I care and I honestly don't. Its business, I'll go crying all the way to the bank and the funny thing is his donation is paying for dinner tomorrow when the provider takes me out. We are all friends here. LOL

that's funny...lol...no I haven't had that...

another shaggy dog story?  (I know, I know. What's a SDS? It means BS)

And i will dress like santa

I have encountered a few Latina providers (who were born and raised in Latin America but now work in the U.S.) who became a bit jealous and possessive when they learned that I was seeing other providers. I also saw a more pronounced version of this phenomenon among providers in Latin American countries where the trade is legal.

That was a "cool and real" post !

Tru Dat

When I couldn't see her she said, "Why did you go see that fat bitch?"  

I say stuff like that all the time as a joke. After reading this I hope she knows it's a joke.

It's sort of a running joke with my regular. And I pretty much say it exactly the way he says it to you.

that he never reads TER?

Wow, first time to hear from provider that doing this not for money.  I was unable to stay with my true love.  It hurts me so much.  I may never be able to find another true love again.  You are lucky!  If I were you, I will stop providing right now and go back to stay with true love for the rest of my life.  Be careful, if you keep providing, things can change, either you or your boyfriend.  Don't keep hurting your true love.  

I understand what you are saying and I know providers like that but it's business if he doesn't see me he'll see someone else. Might as well refer him to someone that will at least buy me dinner lol

It's business. I don't get it. Me being jealous is ludicrous to me. But that;s me.

Nope I know him for a while now, he has asked me in the past. He's never joking. He's the first one to notice my engagement ring. It's okay though. What can you do if that makes his fantasy then so be it. Who am I? After all.

Enough said! HAHAHAHAHAHA

the poor bastard, a good, regular, who probably treats you well and is generous actually thinks that you care about him . . . and he is just another sucker

how sweet!

I call bullshit on it not being about money

Especially those actually from Latin America, you wouldn't believe the cat fights I have seen at the Del Rey,but I doubt this is the case here. I think the guy has got some boundary issues and putting a bit of distance between you is probably the smart and healthy thing to do.

He's a grown ass man who can make his own decisions. Why should she ask to stop seeing him? That's ridiculous.If he's that delusional then can you imagine the reaction if she suddenly told him no?

pussy!

If pussy is such a bad thing, why are you here paying for the privilege of entering one?

because, at their best, pussy's (sp ?) are delicate, soft, wet, warm, and tight.  Men shouldn't those things - well maybe tight.  Pussy is a woman thing, dick is a man thing.  Anatomy class is over, but as long as you are amused . . .

It's a reality check for those asshats out there that need constant babysitting and hand holding to tell them what they should and shouldn't do. Man the fuck up fercrissakes.

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wow, good one!

When I call a man an asshole I mean he is tantamount to an orifice that spews shit, smells like shit...no mistaking that.

I have my regular girl that I see. But I also have a few other girls I see on the side. I never mention other girls to my regular girl.