Today I saw you and you looked terrible. I have not heard from you in months.. You told me your story. I am so glad you are still alive.. WOW. you have been through hell.  I wondered where you have been but out of respect I don't reach out. We spent   2 hours together just catching up. I just could not take advantage of you. I wanted to.. ( Nurse in me) not the best for your wounds) Did you have the energy?  Am I hurting your ego? We hugged, We snuggled, We caught up and we cried..  I needed the money. I gave it back. Rent is due....... But I just can't! I could have seen someone else. but I have no regrets. I am blessed I will find a way ......... Always have, always will..  
   
 Go back 2 years.. The above reminds me of another.. We had a long term relationship after his wife died,  He was just getting back to life after a heart Transplant. I encouraged him to date and finally he found the one.. I cut him off,  when he said he was getting married. I said go. and make a good life for yourself, I can't give you all that you need.. He did............... I still miss him to this day...  
   
 I don't have all the answers, I wish I did. I have been accused of being cold hearted, of being money hungry and of being a whore..  Being a whore is not always easy..  
   
 Go home, hugs your family and count your blessings..  
   
 No, I did not trip and fall. but I do have a heart...

Today I saw you and you looked terrible. I have not heard from you in months.. You told me your story. I am so glad you are still alive.. WOW. you have been through hell.  I wondered where you have been but out of respect I don't reach out. We spent   2 hours together just catching up. I just could not take advantage of you. I wanted to.. ( Nurse in me) not the best for your wounds) Did you have the energy?  Am I hurting your ego? We hugged, We snuggled, We caught up and we cried..  I needed the money. I gave it back. Rent is due....... But I just can't! I could have seen someone else. but I have no regrets. I am blessed I will find a way ......... Always have, always will..  
   
 Go back 2 years.. The above reminds me of another.. We had a long term relationship after his wife died,  He was just getting back to life after a heart Transplant. I encouraged him to date and finally he found the one.. I cut him off,  when he said he was getting married. I said go. and make a good life for yourself, I can't give you all that you need.. He did............... I still miss him to this day...  
   
 I don't have all the answers, I wish I did. I have been accused of being cold hearted, of being money hungry and of being a whore..  Being a whore is not always easy..  
   
 Go home, hugs your family and count your blessings..  
   
 No, I did not trip and fall. but I do have a heart...