It's Sunday evening, the weather here today (and every day) unequaled to any, I've a fire going outside, and beginning to wind down before cooking dinner..
..and feeling what a lot of people feel this time of day..God, work tomorrow! And dread the work week.
I happen to have the Boss from Hell, and that makes it even worse. (Ya ever want to know IF I ever feel like a Prostitute? It's going to work every day)
I just wanted to tell you ladies how I envy those of who who can do this fulltime and/or those of who have an incall location. Now, I'm not saying it's a breezy bowl of cherries, and that you sit on your ass, eating bon bons between dates..please don't get me wrong, and I appreciate all the work and hassle you go through. I simply want to say that it's my plan, my goal even, to rearrange my life to WORK less, and do this more, among other things. I think how I would love to have an incall location; and I could be fun and creative and romantic for my guys - have a fire going and their favorite drink ready, music playing and a nice bath or hot tub. Spoil the heck out of them the way I want to be spoiled. And enjoy.
I'm sure you're happy to have that too and that the gents appreciate it.
Well, have a nice evening and week everyone.

xo
Sedona

Are you ok dear ?  ..I also have a fire going in my fireplace and I just got home from a meeting and decided to have a glass of wine (Chayeau Souverain-Merlot) and decided to sit back and watch a few dvds until the next call, but I decided to check out TER new postings and I noticed yours.

You mention that it is your plan, goal to rearrange your life to WORK less, and do this more, among other things. You can do what ever you want and you do not have to prove to anyone that you could be fun and creative and romantic.  I'm sure the people who know you know you are too legit to quit.

I am concerned about you regarding how you envy us ladies who do this full time. Life is what you make of it no matter what path you decide to take. Although being in this biz have been great for me (trust me!).  I don't have a main incall location, but so what...I get one on a as need basic.

Despite all obstacles sometimes it means that you have to continue working even when you don't feel like it anymore. Just  realize that turning to full time prostitution to supplement your income is not always for everyone.

Ok..I admit...I enjoy the hell out of having my freedom to make any choice I want to.. but this job goes the same as any...It's what you make of it. Don't give up because you can do anything you set your mind to, even sitting on your ass all day doing nothing some times and enjoying it.

P.S. Dont' consider yourself or anyone else as a hore...
No matter how many time I get paid for giving a service...I always consider myself as a lady...and I'm just as good as the next one.

Keep smiling

Ruth




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Hey Ruth,
Thanks for your sweet post.
Yeah, I'm ok..I'm just burned out; been working for more years than I want to say and for the last 15 years have been working 2 and 3 jobs; single mom, etc and ALSO having side business ventures, and occasionally school! I realize I wasn't more clear on what I was saying, but I would like to reduce my work at the office, put my heart into some of my other business ventures, and really have my Provider Hobby grow. My hobby NOW is not used as part of my income - it's put in other ventures. My hobby is my pleasure, and yes, my way of life, and viewed by me as dating. I want it to grow because I want the breadth and depth of my pleasure to grow. I'm sorry I was not specific by not clarifying that it's not that I want to be a Provider full time - I don't, but I do want to give it more 'fulltime' attention and allow it to grow. My vocation will be my own business. I have some plans in the workings and you'll hear more over the next few months, but as far as my work at the office now, I'm feeling like a caged and abused animal having to endure it, when I want my change to happen now!
I admire the ladies who do this fulltime because they can be so devoted to it and get to really know their men and because at least (I'm assuming?) that most of their day is getting and giving pleasure, and most of my day is pure hell. No, in this Biz, I never feel like a Prostitute, because I'm not - in fact, I feel empowered, energized and full of delight. It's another reason I love it so much! Don't we love the things that make us happy, feel good about ourselves, and feel good? And don't we want to do them as often as we can? You bet. So, I had to emphasize that WORKING and going to work makes me feel like a prostitute - it's just for the paycheck that I'm enduring it. That goes completely against the grain for me! I'm independent, debt free, and the only thing that makes me a slave still (you know what I'm talking about if you're a Robert Kiyosaki fan) is relying on someone else to provide me with a check. I want out of that, or farther and farther from it until eventually broken away. I hope I've been making sense.
It can happen.
Thanks so much for your caring words.

Hugs,
Sedona

Well Sedona, as you will recall when we chat, I think you feel better..so if you need to...call me...Having gone through EVERYTHING you have and more, I just know, it's going to be better soon....My crystal Ball tells me your going to get away from the Bitch From Hell very soon and play with some very sexy men and women...and "Be All That You Can Be"...So Smile Sweetie, we all love you...Robyn

That you take the time to even listen and advise certain parties on line (who me?) says karma is about to come back to you in spades, girl.  Chin up, smile on -- forge ahead.

I've done time in both worlds, so to speak, and I'd have to agree. The only time I ever really felt like a prostitute was in the corporate world!

-Anya

I could not have said it better myself.
Kisses & Licks........
Mara of San Diego

I'm glad you have a plan young lady....Just remember that there are people that will support you. You have made yourself very clear and I understand what you are going through....My phone is always open for live conversation and my webcam is also open any time you would like someone to talk to.

Kisses & Hugs
Your sister in the biz

Ruth