I was simply going to vanish, but then thought it over and decided after my abhorrent behavior, the least I could do was swallow my pride and attempt some sort of formal apology.

The community here has been nothing but kind, welcoming and helpful and I repaid that with arrogance, aggressiveness and overall dickish-ness.

I want to thank the members and providers here who took the time, sometimes a lot of time, to PM me and try to help me resolve some of my issues. I'm sorry for wasting your efforts.

My last relationship was a spectacular failure, and I came here full of resentment, emotional baggage and hostility and took it out on a community of folks who had done nothing to earn such treatment.

I projected my own insecurities, and anger towards the board in general, and I had no right to do so.

I deliberately posted hurtful things, I was purposefully malicious, and then feigned ignorance when called out on my bullshit. Repeatedly. I insinuated awful things about the providers in general here, I'm not making excuses, and I am deeply ashamed of my behavior.

It's not who I strive to be as a man or a human being in general.
I hope some sliver of my intent here comes through, I'm not asking for forgiveness, just trying to do something halfway decent here before I go, and once again state how much I regret my attitude and overall demeanor.

I'd like to come back here one day, if I ever get my mind right, and actually be an asset here, instead of the cancer I've become in only a short time.

I've cancelled my VIP membership and will stop posting on the board, and quit hobbying as of now.
I won't be responding to anything on this thread, I feel I said what I came to say.

I still apparently have quite a bit of VIP access still, so if anyone feels the need to PM and tell me to die, I understand, and while I probably won't respond back, you'll have the satisfaction of knowing I got your message.

 
Happy Holidays, stay safe.

besides "eat shit and die" of course. lol

You are hardly the first person to come on this board and simply "not get it" nor will you be the last.

My actual "Helpful" advice is to simply take a break, reinvent yourself with a new a handle, come back and do better next time. You don't have any real investment in your current handle, no one will remember you in a couple of days and no one will put any effort into connecting  you to whatever new handle you come back as.

In the anonymous world of the internet it's ridiculously easy to get a fresh start. I hope you do better next time.

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My advice is to listen to Gambler, I to got off to a rough start. When I should have been reading,listening and learning on here [ which is mostly what I do now, I don't post much at all] I ruffled some feathers myself, mainly because I really didn't know what to expect here and at the time it seemed that as a newbie I was just getting ignored as if I was invading personal territory, but after meeting some ladies and seeing how nice they are and seeing that the hobby wasn't what I was thinking it was.There are some wonderful people here in the hobby and it has been a pleasure meeting the ones I have. I never take for granted the advice that you can get from both providers and clients that have been around awhile. Im looking forward to meeting more of the sweet natured and oh so sexy ladies here in the coming year. I hope everyone here whatever state or city you are in has a great holiday season.

another one bites the dust..

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and I can't see what the two of you would have found to talk about.

..well said!

Best wishes.... Play safe folk's.Happy holiday's

Donate your remaining VIP time to me.  

I change my handle all the time, but not my persona. I think it was just yesterday that I said guys don't often take the advice of others. WhiteCloak actually sounds like he's been here before, he certainly isn't the first persona to say unpopular things, cause drama only to deliver an apology a short time latter.

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Haters going to Hate

After getting run off the ATL board for being a total tool you're sucking up to GAG? Priceless.

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have been around a while and know that GAG and mrfisher are perhaps the two most esteemed members currently here on TER.