Did you lose your virginity to a provider at about age 30? I assume that you have not dated much if at all and if you fear a provider you must be scared to death of civie women.

Good thing you have the hobby as substitution.  

I have noticed this happening over, and over.
I thought that once I got some experience.. It would go away.

Orthostatic hypotension   lo

Oh shit! I looked.
That may explain it!
I just thought I was a pussy!

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Its your overabundance of experience with MEN that is your problem! This is partially my fault. Who the fk am I to tell you to be straight? You live the life YOU want to live. Fk these people here if they dont get that.  

Many guys in this hobby are inept and patheticand awkward.  That's why they hobby.

If you can't admit a hot naked woman gets your heart pumping.
What's his name above got it!
All that blood is going to my hands feet and dick.
None left for my brain. It makes perfect sense.

Just a little honesty.
No need to puff my chest here.
I like Pantera though. Great band.

I'll have to check out that band too.

If so, you are still a newbie, session wise. I dont think anyone really feels "comfortable" until after a few dozen. Some people dont ever feel totally comfortable. There are relaxation techniques though that may help prior you meeting the girl. Deep breathing exercises, that sort of thing. Maybe you are psyching yourself out just prior to the session? Another thought might be to look for quiter, shyer, GND type girls that may not intimidate you as much? Just a thought bro.

I know you won't believe this, but I am actually kind of shy when I first meet someone lol. Yep..sure am. Once we are naked though, I go nuts. This is why I don't like the whole "eat dinner thing" before we fk, because that to me, is the most awkward part. I would rather have you see me at my most vulnerable first, then I can relax enough to talk to you.

as Minimouse you retard. He is your brother. You are from the same neck of the woods, and probably resuscitate each other in that shared bathroom at your boarding house.

Hound got out again. damn.

and predatorily horny at the same time and they knew exactly what buttons to push.  It's not a matter of poor communication skills, because I can go all night...talking at dinner with anyone (supermodel or otherwise) and not miss a beat, but there have been a couple of times that even after a verbose dinner that we arrived back to the room and she turned up the heat, and my vocabulary reverted back to that of a 4 year old.

Honestly, it's the greatest feeling in the world to have a woman make you lose all sense of directions and throw you into a state of stupification that you haven't seen since the 7th grade, and it's dates like that that keep you coming back for more.

I wouldn't say that it happens to me EVERY time I see a naked woman waiting for me, but what's the point of doing this if you can get lost in the moment every once in a while?

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As soon as the first kiss, or the shock of her on the bed.
The list goes on and on..
That is when my brain turns off, and my body turns on?  
I get what you mean. I just said it backwards.

It's like everything occurs in this crazy blur.  And after sex I can only remember little snippets of the details.  Like snap-shots or short movies.  

I have had some experiences, where the sex is so good and intense, and I am feeling really good, bubbling even....  

Those two retards from Ohio are both cut from the same mold. Both are stalkers, but I believe that one of them at least has a job.

Is it instinct?
All I know is I can't explain what happens to us there...