I like to think we are riding unicorns, side by side and hand in hand, at sunrise along a beach, as the morning doves coo with whiffs of the morning dew still fresh in the air.  And then she doesn't show up and plan b blows me instead.

Well, more then the 3 that he's currently showing on TV anyway LOL.

80% of the time.  The ladies who I have had repeat visits are the ones I would see over and over if $$$ were not the obstacle.  Work sometimes gets in the way too.  It's all about the "total experience."

I have to admit it's really getting out of hand......

I not only develope crushes on almost every lady I see, but now when I go to meet and greets I'm developing crushes on providers I've never even dated yet.

I guess I'm just a sucker for a pretty face and a big set of tits !!

Of course!!!! If I didn't have some sort of crush on her, I wouldn't see her in the first place.  Isn't that what this hobby is all about?  You get a crush on a woman, you see her, and there are not strings attached.  What more could more a man ask for?

Swim

Your description is perfect.  Once I find a lady who fits this scenario, I see her often for repeat business and exploration.  Never cross the bounds, but do, in fact, deepen our connection. We communicate with frequency.  Every once in a while, because of retirements or moves, or an intriguing new face, I will dabble.  But the regulars never fail to please both of us.  You know who I'm talking about.