if i am masturbating or getting a HJ and i haven't taken viagra ... i am only kinda chubby or even soft ...  when i am soft i find it difficult to keep from cumming too fast  ..  but if i am hard that night viagra or not i can last a long time.    

sounds kinda counter-intuitive doesn't it

That’s super interesting! Honestly, I’ve encountered so much variation in function that I’m not fazed by anything, but I love to get more data points - thanks for sharing your experience!

I always find it interesting 🤨 how everyone has different reactions.  

The first thing that comes to mind is what are your personal goals you’re trying to achieve?

Hold out to make yourself happy &/or please your partner?  

Men with penis implants love to please. My experience is they will not pump that dick down until they know they have satisfied their goal.