I'm of the belief that whether a provider is 100% her authentic self or operating as a carefully crafted alter-ego when with a client, there is always the potential for an incredible experience.  Whether that girl-next-door charm is natural or a bit of performance art doesn't really matter, as long as the client is satisfied and the provider is comfortable.  

myself...takes too much work to be anything but and i hate work...what you see is what you get...there are over 6 billion people on this planet...odds are a few are bound to like me...hell, you either love me or you do not, no half-assing with me...lol...jk...we all have so many facets to ourselves, good and bad...we have all experience good and bad and both have affected us in many ways and that makes who we are...we are human, so let that all shine through...i certainly want others that i am with to relax and be themselves...once we both are, it is a great time

By nature I am honest and rarely put up with things that are uncomfortable or unpleasant. and have no issue when asked a question, telling the truth.  

Am I authentic with clients or in character...?  Some of both.  It's kindof a fantasy encounter for both people until you really get to know eachother.  Then he gets the B.W.E.  So yeah, when you're highly motivated to be at your best, it's not  always completely authentic.  But theres only so far you can deviate from your real self that feels genuine to yourself and the client.  

I prefer the ladies to be themselves. To me it seems more relaxing that way.

As a hobbyist, I suppose that in the back of our minds we expect a certain amount of facade especially during sex. I am smart enough to know that I am not a super stud porn star that can make a women O multiple times. Having said that, if a provider can make me feel that way during sex, chances of me repeating is very high.

You say you're inherently honest by nature?  And that you rarely put up with uncomfortable things?  

is a fact of life.......too many hobbyists have the good fortune of ending up with providers who they would, most likely never have the chance of seeing in their........"regular" lives.

80 percent is the real me... the other 20 percent is the real me with a d*ck in my mouth making it impossible for me to be bitchy and opinionated. Guys who get OTC time with me should really be careful of what they are asking lol. I don't have to behave if I am not on the clock. Just sayin.

Knowing she's putting on a performance for my benefit -- all good, that's what I signed up for.  Even when she gets wet and gets off, it's still a performance for my benefit that I enjoy and appreciate.  

OTC is the real me because OTC involves no sex so I can comment truthfully on other things.

"I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I thought it’d be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said"

You posted many times that you don't do OTC.  Now you're commenting that you'd spend time with a trick OTC?

In a few cases, I know that I have met the real person given the nature of the conversations and I have always enjoyed that  because I am pretty true to self (well, with a dash of additional patience and a bit more humility than IRL.)  Anyway, I do enjoy it when the lady feels free to be herself but not everybody can do that and that is fine too.

but one time, on my birthday, no less, my AFT suddenly went all critical and nitpicky on me.  She must have been having a bad day.  Next time she's in a bad mood I hope she'll just tell me, and I'll make the appointment for the following week when she's (hopefully) feeling better.  BTW, my birthday still had a happy ending.

Do you think I do OTC to "talk" to the hookers and get to know them?

I love a good performance.  That's what I pay for, after all.

“Rasha” is far more charming and outgoing than I am in real life.

As they say......talk is cheap and in my case OTC it is free. You want to touch, open your wallet.

You now do OTC.  You see only fat blobs that are circumcised.  But somehow you know what uncut looks/smells like.  You have 3 old farts slobbering "I wuv u".  You lie to them so they'll pay you something so your power isn't turned off that day.

That is exactly what I'm paying for. I prefer providers who can go from "game on" to "game off" during the down time and just hang out and be cool with me, but if all she can muster is "game and on" I'm happy with that.

I said I do not fk off the clock, and I don't, but MANY times I will have a meal and drinks with someone I like hanging with... you should know mofo!  
 

Damn right it means no sex, dipwad. I don't fk married men for FREE. I will however go to dinner or have drinks off the clock if they ask, and if it is someone I might not want to choke out in the next 20 min. I don't fk ANYONE for free... get serious. My vagina is reserved for you paying fktards. If I had a BF, I could not give it to any of you.

As far as my ATF is concerned -I don't care if she is playing a role or being herself or some combination as long as I can't tell the difference.  

No Ms. Rayne it didn't sound bitchy.  It just sounded like someone who has $$$ on her vagina and her mind when it comes to copulatory activities.  You just kept it real it is not sex appeal it is monetary appeal.  

I never charge clients for having fun with me.  I know you don't either.  That's why I have become the powerful, wealthy and incredibly successful capitalist I am.  And you are the incredibly successful and sought after hooker you are.

Sounds dangerous!

Don't try and hold my hand, or kiss me, you will get told to back the fuck off...off the clock means leave the merch alone.

I've seen it all in this hobby. It is what it is with each lady, and you're all different. Sometimes getting lucky doesn't just mean the usual. Sometimes she just found out that serious medical test was negative, and you walk in the door. That's pretty lucky. What's really fun is when you start to see a change. Where things start out as a facade, a performance, or a character role, then you see a little sparkle in her eye. That's the kind of facade slip I love.

Reality I can do for free.  Yes - I know that, in fact, you do not find me to be as desirable as say, George Clooney.  I know that I really don't fuck you as well as your boyfriend (or girlfriend).  If I were to think about it a bit - I doubt that my dick really tastes like ice cream.  From a reality standpoint, I can hope that our few hours together is marginally less annoying in reality than, for example, spending a week cleaning other people's houses.  And, yes, I am fully aware that you would MUCH rather be watching whatever dreck Bravo is putting out this week than giving me a BJ while humming the star spangled banner....(don't knock it till you've tried it.... )