Was nineteen when I saw my first provider. Not such a hot experience, on mature reflection... Anywho, ten years later I'm still at it. Was that early to get my cherry popped? How was it for you guys? Don't mean to be intrusive, just curious.

... I should have been getting paid. As one of my mature benefators told me, "...you will never belong to one woman." I think I was cursed. I have tried, but it has been so hard to do. Now of course the road reversed course and I "pay" without remorse or much reflection... I just "pay."