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2015 Resolutions, a daunting task.
I am only an email away. 
it is in your hands.
It is also my New Year's resolution to meet the sweet and lovely Zayla!! 
I admire your positive outlook of the future to make yourself a better person, but mine is not so simple, I guess I need direction to consider, I don't want to seek any professional help yet, or relatives and friends that always quick to judge you, hoping my trend just temporary and can be resolved by a simple advise, let me share.
I've been in a sexual binge lately, booking multi hours 4,5 different ladies a day & sometime it's not enough and doing it daily and weekly basis, from elite, to local agencies, AAMP, MP & some old GF's that needs financial supports & sometimes winding out to Sparks & Carson City brothels I don't have much responsibilities anymore except my hobby life, my adult children's don't need anything from me, they're well educated professionals, independent and self supporting. Presently I've notice that there is a massive declined on my bank and retirements account, and if this habits continues it will be dry in a few years. Finally:2015 resolutions, my objective is to ween myself and cool down or just completely stop, my hobby cold turkey, I love this hobby so much that I don't know how tough to look at myself in the mirror and promise a daunting task, I'm too old to pleasure myself anymore, I'm used to having someone , I think I'm addicted to a warm sensual touch by a woman. Someone told me that addiction is a medical disorder & can be cured by drugs or medication, I refuse to believed that, like you mention it's just an emotion that you can handle, need your inputNew Year’s Eve is often seen as a time of rebirth, the chance to start anew. We all come up with the regular resolutions for the upcoming year (losing weight, seeing family more often and/or falling in love ), but often our ideas of what should change are too broad. This New Year’s Eve, we should all vow to take a closer look into our lives and make decisions about ourselves then. Here are some good resolutions you may want to consider.
1.Stop posting negative sh*t about celebrities on social media. Miley Cyrus does not care what you think about her haircut, Justin Bieber does not care what you think of his tattoos and Gwyneth Paltrow couldn’t care less regarding what you think about her diet.
2. Stop resenting yourself for drunk texting your ex. Sure, its a little embarrassing, but at least you’re addressing your feelings. Not that you should aim to drink an entire bottle of rum then see what happens, but… roll with the punches.
3. Leave the country. If you don’t have money, look into doing charity work abroad. Some programs will sponsor you.
4. If you hate your job, quit your job. Repeat after me: THE MONEY IS NOT WORTH IT. Food and shelter are clutch though, so make sure you have another job lined up.
5. Stop beating yourself up for skipping the gym on days you truly didn’t have time. But also, stop skipping the gym on days you had plenty of time to go.
6. Make up — not to be confused with make out — with an ex.
7. Rid yourself of enemies. Apologize for what you did wrong and forgive those who have wronged you.
8. Rid yourself of “frenemies.” Don’t spend 2015 surrounded by people you secretly despise.
9. If you think somebody is cute, say “hi” and introduce yourself. Every relationship you have ever had started with a greeting.
10. Leave your phone number for someone. Worst-case scenario: you won’t get a call and maybe you’ll feel a tiny bit embarrassed. Regardless of the outcome, you put yourself out there and probably made the other person’s day.
11. Stop caring about how many people “like” your Instagram photos. If you like the photo enough to post it, what else matters? Social media anxiety is a waste of time.
12. Cross something off your bucket list. Sky dive, bungee jump, scuba dive, etc. Don’t make excuses as to why you can’t accomplish something, and check out
13. Stop hating yourself for eating dessert. A piece of birthday cake is a right, not a privilege.
14. Keep a journal. It doesn’t have to be something you use daily, but documenting your experiences is incredibly important. You’ll appreciate it later.
15. Strengthen relationships with family members. Blood is thicker than water.
16. Help strangers. “Pay it forward,” do good things for the world — and don’t post a Facebook status about it.
17. Conquer a fear. Personally, I fear Bikram yoga.
18. Turn off your smartphone at dinner.
19. Don’t check your Twitter feed when you’re with friends.
20. Try a fashion trend you never thought you could pull off. And, do it with confidence. Floppy hats, snap backs, Harem pants; you can do it!
21. Double-text without fear. THOU SHALL NOT BE IGNORED!
22. Shop locally, eat locally and recognize where your money is going. Consumers control the economy, so visit the mom-and-pop coffee shop down the street instead of Starbucks. Shop at boutiques rather than chains (they aren’t all expensive — trust me). Try Etsy.com instead of retail conglomerates.
23. Cry. When you’re happy and when you’re sad; embrace your emotions as they come.
24. Stop being so shallow. Next time you find yourself judging someone based on his or her appearance, imagine the person standing in front of you saying, “I’m beautiful.” You’ll start to believe it.
25. If you want someone to commit to you, vocalize it. Don’t settle for being someone’s “f*ck buddy” if that isn’t what you want. “Together” is the waiting period between “talking” and “dating”; purgatory shouldn’t last forever.
My post above has very good ones but my favorite is number 24.
It is not new to me. I have been working on it for quite a long time and hope to get even better this year.
No judgement. It is difficult, especially at first but once you get better at it you see how your life changes.
I wish everyone a positive, loving, healthy and productive year with the loved ones. Stay positive and make your dreams come true.
xoxo
Zayla
I like your number 24, no judgement. I'm 60 now, and I've finally realized that, for the most part, people mean well and are just trying to make the right decisions and be happy in their lives. Everyone has their own problems and challenges, and it's really dangerous to come to conclusions about people until you've walked a mile in their shoes, as the saying goes. It also feels great to let go of the burden of making judgements.
One of my new years resolutions is to continue to meet ladies in the hobby as time and circumstances allow. I've met some amazing people among the upscale providers -- ladies who are smart, self-motivated, independent and very attractive. I just wish I could have met some of them when I was younger.
I admire your positive outlook of the future to make yourself a better person, but mine is not so simple, I guess I need direction to consider, I don't want to seek any professional help yet, or relatives and friends that always quick to judge you, hoping my trend just temporary and can be resolved by a simple advise, let me share.
I've been in a sexual binge lately, booking multi hours 4,5 different ladies a day & sometime it's not enough and doing it daily and weekly basis, from elite, to local agencies, AAMP, MP & some old GF's that needs financial supports & sometimes winding out to Sparks & Carson City brothels
I don't have much responsibilities anymore except my hobby life, my adult children's don't need anything from me, they're well educated professionals, independent and self supporting. Presently I've notice that there is a massive declined on my bank and retirements account, and if this habits continues it will be dry in a few years.
Finally:2015 resolutions, my objective is to ween myself and cool down or just completely stop, my hobby cold turkey, I love this hobby so much that I don't know how tough to look at myself in the mirror and promise a daunting task, I'm too old to pleasure myself anymore, I'm used to having someone , I think I'm addicted to a warm sensual touch by a woman. Someone told me that addiction is a medical disorder & can be cured by drugs or medication, I refuse to believed that, like you mention it's just an emotion that you can handle, need your input
IMHO, You are fuck man, the way you describe your status and excuses to justify your addiction, they call that "denials", I believed your first intuition to seek for a professional help is the right thing to do, because presently you are still aware of the destruction you're doing with your life, too late when you hit that bottom, not so pleasant life down there. I'm not a psychiatrist, psychologist, a monk, rabbi or a priest but your chances of getting the proper advise from a discussion board is long shot. just plain enabling. I'm not judging you man, just my opinion, good luck.
I don't need 25 ideas for this one.
I resolve to meet Zayla in 2015.
Now it's in the hands of fate, and the TER Gods.
I am only an email away. it is in your hands.
It is also my New Year's resolution to meet the sweet and lovely Zayla!!
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