Your journey begins with the first step...now...take it!!!

I keep saying to myself ( I'm not wanting to listen )  am I?

or is it that your inner thoughts control who you are....
that you/we are what you/we think?...

What do you think? "Sometimes we have to close our eyes and walk in the dark in order to truely see", when I read that I loved it, ever  since I was a child I used to have this inherient need to spend an entire day as if I were a blind person, feeling that that day would enlighten me profoundly in ways that I can't even begin to imagine, to this day I haven't yet managed to somehow find the time to do so, life, and it's expectations you know, no time to learn this curiosity, or am I just plain selfish and spoiled by our modern times so much so as to lose the valuable value of insight?  I still want to do this childhood dream/thought/game?... am I lazy, afraid, or what?  sorry if this is a little wierd, just to introspectively bothersome to keep to myself....thanks for listening/reading/being here ....just being and tell me... is it Human Being or Being Human?.... I mean to say ...maybe that I'm already in the dark and I need to walk in the dark in order to see the light?  did I say that right?  hey, at least it rhymed!(did I spell that right?)

This is TER Board. NOT the Psycho Discussion Board.

Pity that something that conceptually as sound and healthy as this post, which makes perfect sense if a person reads it without being cynical and ashamed of vulnerability, inspires only taunting and juvenile jocularity.  Yes, it is meandering and semi-conscious...so what?  Must EVERYTHING be about the physical world?  I would rather think about this than about the fuckheads during rush hour traffic.

Isn't nice to rise above from time to time, the cynicism and skepticism predominate on these boards. I find it refreshing that someone is actually thinking with the "big" head instead of the "little" one for a change.

I would be curious to hear more from the original writer of this thread what it all was about, especially as time and my words seem to have not inspired any more supporters.