This is an extension of The Moose's post about porn stars you wanted to see again but with this twist: what porn star did you really wanted to see and then found yourself kicking yourself because when you reached out, they were no longer available?

For those of you watching porn back in the 1980s, you'd remember her.  She was probably one of the most beautiful women in porn back then.  I had an opportunity to see her when I was in LA but I was $200 short and she wouldn't budge on price.  And this was in days before ATMs and such.  So, I missed out on that trip.  The next time I was in the area, she was no longer available.

Saw her years ago on the dance circuit - gave me number to call - never wound up getting together though -

She came to Chicago, twice...  obscene asking price was one of the issues.  Julia Ann the other, she was even more...  

Agree with this post.  I am haunted by the fact I had multiple opportunities to see Athena Rayne when she would tour Jersey with an agency.  She was always on my "to do" list.  In addition to her, kicking myself for not pulling the trigger (though I do still hold out hope one day) for:
- Sadie Blake
- Sandra Luberc
- Adriana Deville (I know she is still active, but she seems to be incredibly in high demand and probably executives or CEOs get first dibs)
- Freja Noir (she's not really mainstream porn... yet.  I think she might be soon, though...  lived locally, never pulled the trigger)

Adriana Deville is still active?  I saw her a while back and would love to see her again, but it seemed as though she was gone.  No more website and everything removed from this website.

Actually, the price point is always a factor. I've been fortunate enough have had a fair amount of great experiences with a number of porn girls  involving much lower donations. Once things start getting well into four figures, it would have to be someone on my bucket list, who also has good reviews. I have gone there on one occasions with no regrets, Alana Evans was remarkable. I appreciate your sentiment however, Ava would be on the  list, she's an amazing looking woman but alas, no reviews.

Anna Malle for me also. We had a date set up once and she flaked. I talked to her after that and we talked about getting together on her next visit to NY which sadly never happened.

You missed out on someone very special.  I did have a date with her and it was one of the best I've ever had.

For me, it was Rebecca Love back in the mid 2000s. We had talked about doing so for like 2 years, when I finally had the funds to set one up w/her, she emailed me saying she had retired from doing them.

I feel much better now, thanks mrfrench.

I saw Rebecca before she had her boobs done and got into porn. She started as an escort and went by Rebecca Luv. She was a lot of fun.

I saw her dance and she was a total sweetheart. I had her sign a magazine and she gave me a great big hug. Which was even better because she was nude. Tragic loss.

I was just a young pup still making my way through school, I had read about Anna extensively in another group. I was saving all my pennies to see her, and sadly she passed, I remember I was so upset at the time.

Since corwinof avalon restarted the thread, thought i'd add one more, she's definitely 1a.

She was a visiting escort - hadn’t done any porn yet - but no reviews and fairly expensive maybe 500 or 600-  I was tempted but passed based on limited info - few months later she broke into porn scene and rates doubled

Ah... I was still living in Europe and a bit too young.. but I loved these two and wish I had the opportunity to see them

Two of my ATF pornstar. Not sure either of them ever provided though. Victoria was my very first porn Star “crush”. Man if I had the means and she had been providing I would have gone to her all the time.

Sadie used to post on EROS. I procrastinated and missed the window. I heard she was a bit “unstable” but damn I loved her laugh and those eyes. Don’t know if Brittney Skye ever provide but she is one of my all time favorites

...Alison retired from porn and transitioned into another profession so I thought my chance of seeing  “6 feet of sunshine” was gone.  But about a year and  a half ago, an Eros ad for Alison appeared.  

I had made an appointment with Emma Mae going on 5 years ago. Flew out to Raleigh where she was, everything was planned through her, "handler." On my way to her hotel she texts me to reschedule, back to my hotel... Eventually she shows up to my place, looking a little haggard, but still Emma Mae! We chat a bit, she has an obsession with Kanye West, weird. Make out a bit, she asks me to get wine, down to the bar I go, we drink a bit, make out a bit, she says she's starving, I'm ready to call room service, she says she's going to go grab some fast food, asks what I want, never comes back, no response to messages. I called her handler, turns out it's her mom... She's apologetic, and sincere, she can't get a hold of Emma, nothing. So I'm worried a bit.  

Sorry to hear that.  She was definitely on my bucket list at one time.

She doesn’t approve of reviews?  What’s VC’s donation amount?

I was Emma's SD for 6 months in 2012. I knew her very well. When I met her in 2011, she was one of the most beautiful people I have ever seen. Airbrush pretty. Perfect face and body. Perfect. She never cheated me and we saw each other alot. We stopped seeing each other in 2012 but stayed in touch. Two or three years later we got together again and the change was significant. She was really thin and pale. Had had some addiction problems a miscarriage and a bad relationship. Was really not pretty anymore. Very sad. I heard that she had a baby but not much else about her. I wish her well........

I was scheduled to see her in Las Vegas 9/12/2001. The planes hit. The world came to a stop. I never saw Rebecca.

Yeah, I had the same experience as JoeMc.  DF was visiting LA and I was friendly with another Provider from Miami.  I asked her about DF and she told me that the only thing she knew of her was that she was a legit Provider.  She apologized and told me she couldn't say anything else about her.  Not many reviews and she was 400 or 500 so I decided to wait until there was more info.  She started doing porn and also was busted shortly thereafter for prostitution.  Took her awhile to start escorting again.

Oh, man, that's right up there! Ms. Lord, too, was one of the most beautiful women ever, in and out of porn.

WOW and WOW again!  I never knew she ever escorted.  She was one of the sexiest and beautiful women ever in porn.  What a bummer you didn't see her!

Traci Lords (AKA Tracy Lords), as far as I'm aware, never escorted.  I tried and tried and tried... and then the brown stuff hit the rotating blades and it came out that she had done porn while underage and nobody, but nobody would talk about her.   I met her at a convention about 10 years ago and tried to approach the subject only to be cut off immediately as soon as she realized what I was talking about.  Hell, she wouldn't even discuss her porn career.. which, if you ask me, was the only "acting" she did that was any good. She won't even talk about the one porn film she did while an "adult": "Traci I love You"  Although I must say it was a riot seeing her in "Zack and Miri Make a Porno".  I nearly choked on my drink when I saw her on screen.  (Good film, BTW - also has Katie Morgan in it.)

Even before she split from porn, Traci was determined to make it in mainstream TV/movies. She started taking acting lessons at the Actors Studio learning Method Acting. But she still had some contractual agreements to shoot some more pornos. She shows up at her next gig and the Director tells her, "In this scene, you strip naked, suck his dick, do some CG, then RCG, back to sucking his dick, and jerk him off onto your tits." Traci stood in a thoughtful pose for 10-20 seconds and asked the Director, "What's my motivation?"

I've heard similar stories concerning Traci and how she totally shut down any mention of her porn career after she began her mainstream career. Thanks for sharing your attempt to bring up the subject with her.

Missed out on Ginger Lynn

Me too.  She charged way too much.  I was hearing something around $10K/hr.  I did meet her at a convention though and she was very sweet (and married and no longer providing).  On the other hand,  I did get a peek and touch of her bare breasts so, I guess I didn't totally miss out, but, damn.  

Vanessa Lane and Austin Kincaid.

I saw Vanessa about 10-15 years ago and it was the single best experience I've had.

I was lucky enough to see Ginger about 10 years (maybe more) ago on Valentine's day in Boston. Had a great time and she invited me to have dinner with her and paid. It was funny being in the restaurant and having a lot of guys staring over at us, OK her, and realizing Ginger Lynn was having dinner at the next table. We had a laugh wondering how many of the guys pointed out to their wives/girlfriends that Ginger, famous porn star, was in the restaurant. Such a fun, sweet, woman.

Digital Playground losers Shea Laren KLK and Suzie Wong among them. Just kidding??? To many to name and their out there with that certain slervey sex appeal.  

I spent time with Ginger 3 times about 7 years ago. She was available for awhile and the $ was not that steep. She was not that attractive anymore, but was a sweetheart, and was well, Ginger Lynn. Loved being with her. Very down to earth and fun. I think she liked having company. We spent more than 3xs the amount of time we had agreed to.

Has anyone seen her?

Yes, twice, she is unbelievable

There were a few that I was in a position to see and just didn’t pull the trigger.

Mom and Sis are doing fine, the repairman would like to know how much higher is his tax bill? Just thinking drop the patient's list and deal directly with the the State of California... Movies!

This isn’t exactly in keeping with the thread, but I had wanted to see her. I had always been told she was a hard no! Then I heard whispers that she was starting to soften on that stance just after she moved to the mainland from Hawaii. Then my source of info went dark.  

Ugh, that sucks man.  She is a beauty and the two reviews she has makes it seem like she was a great time.  I live about 40 minutes south of NYC and I’ve always been tempted to send out a feeler.  But considering she harshly scoffs at even the idea of shooting with anyone besides her husband, its just not worth it.

The tiny little spinner with the gymnast body any squeaky voice. She had a web site about 10 years ago, lived in Vegas I think, didn’t really advertise, emailed her a couple times, wanted $100 deposit. Couldn’t find any reviews, may have been a scam, took a pass.

Another big miss just came to mind this morning.  The Stevens Sisters, Whitney and Brittany.  Gorgeous and their duo videos led me to believe that a session with them would have been wild.

She appeared as available for a short time and I missed that chance too.

Wonder if she ever ventured into providing.  She was unbelievable in her time.  Who knows what she’s doing these days....

There have been a few ones that "got away" that I kick myself for but the one I regret most is Kinzie Kenner.  I remember she posted somewhere that she was going to do some privates and I responded to her email.  We started to plan a rendezvous for when I would be in town and then suddenly she stopped responding.  I heard through the grape vine that she met one or two fans and that it didn't go so well and it turned her off of the idea.  

There are a few bad apples that spoil it for the rest of us.  This has happened to a number of different porn stars.  I've talked to quite a few stars that said that if they hadn't met some good guys early on in the hobby, they wouldn't do it at all.

I knew her in the 90's, pre-boob job, when she was a day shift dancer at the Foxy Lady in Providence. She was very hot, but a real bitch. I saw her again about 15 years later at the Mitchell Brothers theater in SF. She was featuring there and doing lap dances in the private rooms there. I got one and politely referenced having known her in the old days. She was even more of a bitch and gave the most non-touch expensive private lap dance ever. You didn't miss anything......

I agree with you! Vanessa was the GOAT!

I knew Anna from her featuring, had one memorable encounter when she was at Eros Station in Van Nuys even though it was only masturbation. Talked many times about getting together, I just never made it happen...

Always had a thing for Vanessa, never met her. She just seems to tick all my boxes.

This is sparking a trip down memory lane. Excuse me if this list is excessive but for me there's a few that come to mind:

So nzo, I'm curious, were there porn stars you DID manage to hook up with? I'd love to know.

Taylor st Claire provided? Wowza!  

I had a date set up with Stevie (aka Stevie Kaye,  Jackie Carter. TER ID: 11116) that I had to cancel. She was active in porn in the early to mid 2000s, and reviewed on TER through 2015. Beautiful brunette with incredibly sultry looks. She was smart and funny in the emails leading to the date and I've kicked myself ever since for not re-scheduling. My favorite movie of hers, Erotic Eye, also stars Briana Banks, Kristal Summers, Shay Sweet and Shay Sights - all favorites.

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She was on the dance circuit, pre-any plastic surgery, looking just like she did in Up and Cummers #10 and #11.  Saws her at a club in Memphis, 1991 or 92, got a couch dance from her for $40.  Came in my pants.  Offered her $$$$ for take out, then offered more.  She said come back tomorrow, but I didn't.  Most incredible couch dance I've ever had.

No, they were some of the ones I remember missing out on, or only got lap dances from.

She provided briefly, maybe a year or two? I doubt she looks like our memory of her, but some women age amazingly well.

Forgot to list her, had reached out through email. I like women with tongue piercings and she told me she had removed hers and since that didn't match the memory I had of her I decided to skip. All reviews of her were great though, so my loss.

About 5 years ago, I got to hang out with Victoria Paris for a weekend when she came to town to visit a mutual friend.  Works as the office manager of a cosmetic surgery in LA, is all settled down and happily married, short hair, still totally hot.

Stevie was really sweet,  a very nice person. I think she became a nurse

Saw her a number of times. A real sweetheart. If I remember right, she was training to become an EMT.

I kid you not, I'd known her for years thru her website blog. The last year we chatted was at avn 2013 and i wasnt sure if i was going to it. Anyway, i surprised her when i stopped by to see her then, she was like, "oh shit, you did come afterall". She just kept going on an on then how i was the only friend she wanted to see there and that I meany much to her. It blew me away but i was like um ok, I was talking to one of the guys there while she was talking to an interviewer about avn interactions w/fans. She tells the  interviewer, "you see that person there - me - ley me show you what i think of him as one of my best fans ever". She walks over, asks me to turn around for the camera and proceeds to DFK me and grab me below while DFK me saying to the camera "I'd bang him in a  heartbeat".  I was like wow youre joking tight she says nope. I mentioned what about your boyfriend. She replied, "nah, he likes you, your cool" and he's not here. We exchanged  phone numbers and i texted her that night trying to meet her but no reply. That same night, we chatted in the elevator, she mentioned her boyfriend came to vegas (i chatted w/him, he was cool)so obviously they were well you know but totext her later. I tried again but it was late. I saw her the next morning at avn, she mentioned she got my texts but we should hook up another time. Obviously my luck, she left the industry and escorting a few months later. So yeah, missed that chance

Saw her a number of years ago and she was fabulous.  I wish I could have seen her more than the one time but I feel fortunate that I had at least one chance. After I saw her I think she stopped touring very soon thereafter

She's on twitter.  An anti-vaxer.  Big conservative Trump supporter.  

In re - Sadie.  

Saw her 7 years ago or so. Was not the easiest setting up with schedules & pricey, but could not of asked for a better experience!

Old thread I know, but the name Tracy Lord(s) comes from a Katherine Hepburn character in the 1940 movie Philadelphia Story, with Cary Grant and Jimmy Stewart.

After she acknowledged she’d done some providing, and pre breast reduction days mind you, she’d have to be the ultimate one that got away in my opinion.

Did she ever publicly acknowledge that she provided?  Right there with you, I would have broken the bank (pre breast reduction) at a shot at her.  Might be one of the best naturally curvy bodies ever in porn.

Missed out on Ava Taylor when she was on TLC for a couple of months.  Did get with Emma Mae back in 2013 and she was the definitely the hottest thing I've ever seen.

Missed out on Ava Taylor when she was on TLC for a short time...definitely one of my fave porn stars ever and I'm still kicking myself.  Did meet up with Emma Mae back in 2013 and she was the hottest thing I've ever seen.

On her Twitter, she commented having done fssw previously but wouldn’t be interested undertaking in it again.
I too would’ve broken the bank comfortably on her. Agree completely - literally the most perfect curvy body in porn, ever!

I would still LOVE to see Austin!!! She gets my motor racing. I think she is from Asheville which is near me.

She visited my area a few times but unfortunately she retired before I was able to pull the trigger and try to meet .  She was a force of nature from what I have read.

Missed out on Kennedy Leigh a couple f times in 15/16 and then nothing after that.  Times just didnt work out and then was gone and still kicking myself in the ass for not making time needed and seeing others that are still around today

Same here, first met at AVN convention and really didn't know who she was so did my research and suprisely saw her again in June at Glamourcon convention and several others I wanted to see. She gave me her number but I made an mistake and picked someone else... and she never forgot that I didn't call her.  

She was legit. She did have some reviews, but they have since been deleted. She was trying to stay sorta UTR, but she advertised on one of the big public sites at one point. I saw her a few times, was worth every penny. Was gutted when I was doing regular rounds in Vegas after a break and she was no longer available.

found a contact number for her old booker who told me she quit two years ago. FUCK!

Can confirm Ava was something else.. So much fun & SUCH a sweet person!

If you visit her twitter page, her latest pics, she practically has over-inflated balloons for breasts now.  Yikes!

Ayana Angel.  
Had an appointment booked maybe 15 years ago, $100 deposit, and when I got to the city she was in she didn't pick up the phone.  Next day she said she had food poisoning.  Just never were able to meet up and she left the hobby a few years back.  

Ummm, no she hasn't. She's still listed on AIA's site and they keep that site updated. Also, I see her Eros ad pop up here and there too.  

Ayana is still in the game, she never left. I saw her last year, and she openly advertises on her Instagram. So you still have a shot.

Can't seem to find her IG; do you have a link?  

Man, I was a fan of hers!  I only met her once when she was feature dancing in L.A.  I still have the Polaroid of her and I.    Back then I'm sure I never even suspected that porn stars escorted.  Probably couldn't have afforded it anyway.

Back in 2012 I set up a appointment with Emma.  Cute redhead.  It was an evening appointment and when she was 15 to 20 minutes late I texted her asking if she was lost or needed directions.  She responded after a bit and said she fell asleep studying.  She said that she'd still come over that night if it was okay.  I told her no problem as I'm up late anyway.  After a bit, she texted me to say that she was pulled over for speeding and got a ticket.  She was bummed and decided to call it a night and go home.    i did manage to stay in touch with her, somewhat, for a few months via email and text.  Never did meet her.

The one and only...

She is such a tragedy. To have provided, all be it briefly and UTR, and then to leave the business and return after a breast reduction seemingly even more "open minded", such a tragedy. Right up there with LDM and Eva Notty in the tragedies and injustices of plastic surgery in regards to busty stars that provided. Next thing you know Alia Janine and Danni Ashe will come back with A-cups doing gangbangs.

She was briefly available through the evil Perfection Models, but no one is worth the trouble PM can cause you.

she was incredible !!

Not sure if she ever did provide, but she is definitely on my list. And then there’s of course Dani Daniels.  

I agree. Kendall was definitely a fun time. Saw her in NYC just before she got into a relationship with some artist. From what it seems, didn’t end well.

Gross!!

Had a chance about 20 years ago, would have been somewhere around 2000. I felt the $500 was too much and didnt take the oppprtunity. Couple monthes later I was able and willing, but that ship had sailed.  

Almost saw her for the same price tag that same year as well. Sent a deposit and all, but few days before hand had to cancel. Forgot the reason but unfortunately could never get our schedules to mesh near that time frame afterwards so my deposit was ultimately sent back.

Honestly, one of the porn stars that kinda scared me. I watched a couple of her videos and I expected someone to get hurt. Not so much erotic as wince-inducing.  

Two more for me were Chloe and Jasmin.  They were two of my favorites from the 90s.  They had a couple of reviews on TER years ago, but it was before I started hobbying.  

Saw Jasmin 2 or 3 times back in the day. I don't remember any rules or attitude as far as our meetings. She had a lot to say about the porn industry and none of it was very positive. I do remember that she was working out a lot had a great ass when I saw her.

Knew Jasmin briefly outside the hobby. Beautiful girl indeed but was a massive basket case. Huge drug problems and just seemed to like drama. Dated -supposedly was the GF of a friend of mine. Ended up being she had 2 other boyfriends/sugar daddy's and didnt know she was escorting as she kept him on the DL. Once my friend broke it off made his life a living hell in every way possible.

I was able to see her solo, would have been about 8-10 years ago. She was very kind and sweet, lots of fun.  

Almost snagged Naomi marcela waaaay back in the day.  Buggered I didn’t.  Same with Kaylani lei and Capri Cavanni.  CC may have my all time fav body so I’m super bummed I missed.  Still happy as hell for the two times I got to hang with Miko lee.

She was a hot little firecracker from the 80s.  I saw her a few times in the early 2000s in LA and she was so sweet and a whole lot of fun.  Wish I had seen more of her when I visited LA.  

Has anyone seen Naomi Banxxx?

It's my own fantasy that "No AA," especially from AA Providers, is a stereotyped euphemism for "no thugs or pimps" and that proven gentlemen of any size, shape, age, or color are welcome. If you are ever able to reestablish contact I'd recommend trying to get point across at the earliest opportunity in the exchange.  
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The tragedy continues unfortunately...we can seemingly add Alison Tyler and Bridgette B to that list also.  

i will second the crazy element wrt jasmin. she's a nutjob. stay away.

I would have loved to see Janine Lindemulder in her prime.  

Saw her 7 or 8 years ago. All tatted up but still a beautiful woman.

in her prime I think she might have been the most attractive porn star - saw her stage show "Blondage" with Julia Ann back in the day which was terrific-  heard her on Stern interviewed- she was adamant against escorting-  which makes sense b/c she was a contract girl when they still had that making top dollar- she became available later- personally I think she overdid it with the tattoos

I always wanted to meet her when she was an actress.  It was a long time ago.  I was really smitten with her.  She used to offer a topless massage and we had an appointment it got cancelled.  I had $300 for her and a bunch of dopey bowls and knick knacks that were my grandma's.  I'm guess it's best we never met.  I held on to the collectibles and ended up selling them last year for about $50,000.  I'd still like to meet her.

Back in the day I heard that Racquel Darrian was providing and was he as Ed out west for a conference and started making inquiries but the conference fell thru and that window closed....  

I'm not sure if this counts, but in the 80s it never occurred to me that the gorgeous ladies doing adult films would provide!  If you read up on those times there were ways to contact them pre-internet. Now that I look back I kick myself for not trying to see the wonderful Christy Canyon. (who is still a stunner, btw)

I know I have the same thought-  I don't know how many pornstars I would see on the dance circuit back in late 80's - early 90's-  I'm sure that some of them would have been available at apparently much more reasonable rates than today with the booking agencies, but I never thought to ask-  I did see Anna Malle once and she gave me her number to arrange something but I called and got voice mail and never wound up seeing her-  another huge regret

Wow, I never knew Alison Tyler ever toured. She has always been on my fantasy list. I wonder of she has a website with a schedule?

It's a year after the original post. Anyone know if Alison Tyler still tours, and where?

I actually saw Sadie once when she was In NYC. She was fantastic. It might be one of those “caught on a bad day” or YMMV.

she had recently retired and was transitioning to a new career.  It was my impression that she was escorting for a short period of time in order to give herself a financial cushion while she got her new career off the ground.

When I saw her she was retired from filming though she did admit there was probably a scene or two still to be released cause you know how companies are. Her comment to me was she needed to travel to NYC once a year to speak to her publisher about her new fitness pursuits and would make herself available when she came to town for limited engagements. This was just prior to the pandemic though and with that I have not seen/heard her returning and I have no facts to back this up but would say this window has probably passed. But you can always keep an eye out on some agencies or Eros, as she said her assistant liked to advertise there.

I missed out on Kobe in 1999.  Right after her divorce from her first husband, Mark Davis.  I met her at a event  inside a porn shop.  She was full of energy and even more so when I mentioned seeing her on VH1 just a week earlier.  Listed at 5’-3”, she was probably just under 4’-11” in reality.  Much later on, I heard all it took was a discreet mention of seeing her after and she could have been had for $1500/hr.   She got remarried and pregnant soon thereafter.  A brief return looking much differently in 2001, then she retired and left the public eye for good after 2002.  There have been none like her since, unfortunately.  Among other aspects, I loved that Arkansas accent on a tiny Asian gal.

I always wanted to meet up with her. Her videos were crazy and I always wanted to know what that was like.

I was all verified and set up through an agency, but could never get my schedule to work with their tours to my hometown (traveled a lot on business) - still kicking myself to this day:  
Devon Michaels
Jessica Jaymes
Tiffany Tyler
Amber Michaels

Raquel Darrian was an escort before she was a porn star.  I had the chance to see her on one of my LA trips.  You didn't miss anything.