Monday night

I had a visitor Monday night and I think I need to apologize to him. I hadn't seen him in over a year and when he came in we did the normal catch up thing but all I could think of was how I wanted him out of his clothes. Finally I pushed him down and told him he was way too dressed. We got wild it was awesome! When we were done he cleaned up and I think he was going to leave. I asked him if he wanted to rest a few and go for round two. He said we could see what happens After all we still had 15-20 minutes left of our time and why waste it! I was kind of rubbing him..... and my mind, my hand and my mouth kept wandering right back to one place. So much so that I felt the need to apologize! He mentioned that I had changed a lot and it made me start thinking. I have noticed that in the last few months I have learned to not be so nervous and just let myself go and enjoy myself, but is there a point to where I am going to scare my visitors away?? Like asking for a second round and keeping them past their time? The best part is when he left and I was standing inside the door and a funny thought came to my mind. I wondered if this is how men think. Then I realized that I had been missing out! I wonder if he heard me hysterically laughing as he was getting into his car. If he did it was all a good thing and I can't wait till next time and I promise not to break him! I know it might sound silly but I like how things are changing in and around me. I didn't know that life could be good and fun all at the same time. That is my funny thought for the week.
Everyone stay out of the heat and have a great week. I am not in the valley a lot anymore but the people here are always on my mind.
Bring on more of the dirty PM's and e-mails too!
OINK! OINK!

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