When you see someone as a provider and after so many years and you both decide that there is that one special date that turns you into lovers. When it takes it course and she goes back to being a provider and you see each other is as a provider or something else.  
Confused  

-- Modified on 9/11/2008 11:28:35 AM

Huh?  Is this supposed to be a haiku or something?

If that's the case, then it should read more like this:


"Confused"  By seacow

A selection from the book "Provider Poetry of the Early 21st Century"


see someone
    as a provider

so many years ...

special date
 turns you
    into lovers

it takes it course and she goes back
    as a provider

... something else?

You're obviously distraught, but can you rephrase your question so we can understand what you're asking?

I didn't fully understand the question, but from what I did understand I would say that you'd better be real sure the feelings are mutual or you will be the one who gets hurt. Best Wishes!

Good luck!

You know I am nuts thank you for your waking me up just dont see her.

I thought I got the gist of it....your haiku confirmed that

Lessay you got romantically entangled with your dentist, dermatologist, accountant or lawyer...and then you broke up... would you even consider having that person clean your teeth, anoint your rashes, figure your taxes or handle your contracts?  No, you wouldn't.

I agree with you. It turned into a serious relationshop over a year ago. I just thought maybe someone had a ifferent experience.

You don't seem to be asking a question and your post leaves out too many details to really know what's going on. In any case, you seem too emotionally involved to go back to a provider/client relationship. Take it as a learning experience and move on.