In this game, I've been fucked so hard and yet so sweetly that I've almost blacked out (no pun). I've had blow jobs so intense I've gotten foot cramps and a Charlie horse from the 5-toe curl. Several working women have submitted to lengthy, multi-positioned anal sessions, yet the best was simply Greek in MISH with a dark haired, pale skinned model, her legs curled around my hips, our mouths locked in sweaty kisses, her hips slowly rocking and milking me dry. Once, upon entering a hotel incall, my escort (our third visit in a week) looked so hot and gave me such a sizzling stare, with her fingers on her clit, that I actually nutted fully clothed, hands free, just standing there. That actually happened and I have no shame in this.
All these amazing experiences have not been episodic, once a year, or in my youth, or on an anniversary or honeymoon, but serial, current. It happens repeatedly and more so this year with certain women I continue to (or have plans to) see, although all these "non-relationships", as someone recently called them, are solidly NSA and have a short half life. Disposable. But the beauty of this is that there is an ever replenishing bounty (fountain) of beauty and talent and earnest erotic efforts, assuming one invests time and capital. Personally, I'm sold on this model until something miraculous happens on the civilian side (doubtful, but possible).
A few monogamous couples in every city have this. A continuing erotic adventure, newness renewed, pleasure exceeding all prior pleasure, joy packaged into bite size portions or greater upon demand. Yes, a few do. That must be a happy life indeed. But none of us have this. That's the point. So yes, I'll continue to budget a new car's worth of slush funds for my pussy purse after each bonus season to maintain a physical fantasy that is admittedly ephemeral yet nearly always ecstatic. Helps me push through the occasional moment of forelorn reflection. Which in fact is only a 90-minute session away from The Land of Forgetting just this afternoon with a blonde, how to say, "Guide" I'm getting to know "bottom up."
-- Modified on 10/30/2012 12:56:03 PM
I often am beaten up for my English .. but tell you true , mostly I am complemented on my writing efforts and what I have to share with you
Have been PM ed - I SO LOVE TO READ YOUR POSTS so here is one more :
What I want to share - it is that
Before I was not involved in this hobby I have not met such lovers as you are here gentlemen.
ONLY as an adult entertainer I understood why american males sooo much love russian women ..- we are the same way dirty unleashed unrestricted in sexual needs and only now I am asked to lick my ass and then F*K and o boy .. I so LOVE it .. when first time it took place it was very ticklish even I love Greeck and do it myself but when first time he licked me all way from pubic hair to ass hole with his tong and then spread me to give all inches .. then again sticked tong not just in to V *** na but and in the ass .. and such way all 2 hours .. then I come 10 + times and stopped count it .. or when licked all hour from ears to feet and toys again it was ticklish first time .. but then it becomes as natual state and when then he uses H**ls.. then it is already irrelevant if I know his name :
haha
But while we, russian women, are unleashed and sexually unrestrained in every day life not in any case ONLy in hobby !!!!
( Europeans do not have Madonna /slut complex)
yet in states views on male and female sexuality is twisted
here in states ..husbands and wives marry for any reasons but not for hot sexual life ..
. for me. as for russian ,.. it is "blood chilling" stories to hear - and I do swear - I was a witness as woman advised other woman to report her ex husband because he has play boy magazine at home when teen son visited him for weekend . or husband blamed to be a gay if he asked anal sex
I soooo understand man any man if he comes t escort .. ... I want make him happy and be happy myself .. I sooo Only when I stared do hobby I again got back my romantic and sexual and porno sides of my life .. instead of just doing it in one missionary at 8 pm ..
I asked if he can come and f** me after I was with otjer man .. if he can lick me clean after man comes to my clit ( too bad I do it alwasys in cover so can not allow such even If I wish ... and crave myself ..
I do 3 some if I know mydates .. and what I still not dome but want I want get F ** ed nicely .. with respect to me limits - by few men in turn .. not as i need stand up from bed and get ready no but as one got satisfied and left and other did enter till I stil wet and hot .. and then other and then other .. nothing fancy .. just straigh sex ..
I think it is what do agency girls ?? never was an agency .. do they enjoy it ??
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I am not sure exactly why. It may be a combination of things as you point out. In a civie relationship, the baggage of that relationship can cause problems.
I also think it is just the fact that a provider has tons of experience. She also wants me to be a happy customer of hers, so she will not hold back.
Relationship has to e kept on open palm - as soon as you try to squeeze it - it will slip over your fingers ...
In this game, I've been fucked so hard and yet so sweetly that I've almost blacked out (no pun). I've had blow jobs so intense I've gotten foot cramps and a Charlie horse from the 5-toe curl. Several working women have submitted to lengthy, multi-positioned anal sessions, yet the best was simply Greek in MISH with a dark haired, pale skinned model, her legs curled around my hips, our mouths locked in sweaty kisses, her hips slowly rocking and milking me dry. Once, upon entering a hotel incall, my escort (our third visit in a week) looked so hot and gave me such a sizzling stare, with her fingers on her clit, that I actually nutted fully clothed, hands free, just standing there. That actually happened and I have no shame in this.
All these amazing experiences have not been episodic, once a year, or in my youth, or on an anniversary or honeymoon, but serial, current. It happens repeatedly and more so this year with certain women I continue to (or have plans to) see, although all these "non-relationships", as someone recently called them, are solidly NSA and have a short half life. Disposable. But the beauty of this is that there is an ever replenishing bounty (fountain) of beauty and talent and earnest erotic efforts, assuming one invests time and capital. Personally, I'm sold on this model until something miraculous happens on the civilian side (doubtful, but possible).
A few monogamous couples in every city have this. A continuing erotic adventure, newness renewed, pleasure exceeding all prior pleasure, joy packaged into bite size portions or greater upon demand. Yes, a few do. That must be a happy life indeed. But none of us have this. That's the point. So yes, I'll continue to budget a new car's worth of slush funds for my pussy purse after each bonus season to maintain a physical fantasy that is admittedly ephemeral yet nearly always ecstatic. Helps me push through the occasional moment of forelorn reflection. Which in fact is only a 90-minute session away from The Land of Forgetting just this afternoon with a blonde, how to say, "Guide" I'm getting to know "bottom up."
-- Modified on 10/30/2012 12:56:03 PM
Agree with Dr. Hank. Best sex is in the hobby. Not even close. And I have had my share of civvies......