It was a fantastic adventure. It like all true adventures, this ends, for me. I'm off to find what I crave above all: Love. A woman for me. Me for her. And no one else. Her for me, and no one else. Us for Us. Old school monogamy.  

Two here gave me more than I could have imagined, more than I deserved. I thank them dearly. You restored my hope. I have dearest tender memories. No ill will, for me. None. None, at all. I remember everything. All was....wonderful to me. For the one I call August: You will make the *best* mommy and the wife a man can not deserve. For the other I call December: Your partner will have all one could desire, more: for him or her: A Delight. So glad to have crossed into your lives ever so briefly.  

Everyone one else: Enjoy the physical. That is all there really is here. Don't look deeper. Keep it light and joyous and brief. And man, what a hot fuckin time is there to be had!!!!! Whew! What a way to spend a few hours!!!!!! Or a few years, as I did.  

Be kind to each other. Fuck hard, and often. But be kind. Meanness = Evil. Be kind.  

Goodbye for now. Who knows what's next? I hope I find her out there looking for me. I hope.... for so much.  

Fare well. Play safe. Enjoy every second, every drop of sweat, every inch of pleasure, every dollar of earnings.

I regret only one thing: And she knows what that is.  

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and I'm sorry to hear it because I've enjoyed your posts, your reviews and your companionship at M&Gs.  You're a great guy and will be missed.  All the best in finding what you seek.  I'm sure you will.

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Good Luck ! Yes there is nothing like being in love and having someone to share lives up and downs with .  
My advice and not that you need it or want it is take one day at a time , communicate , don't try to impress someone but build a relationship on Mutual Respect ! Travel , spend quality time together and never go to bed angry.... oh shit did you find her yet..... hey when you do I'll check to see if she's faithful , I'll hit on her and see if she wants a yong good looking guy or if she loves you (lol , it was a JOKE ) ... anyway , if your happy I'm happy for you ... had some fun here with the banter , so again best 2u ...but please change that stupid name !  

 
L8r ..and drop in to let us know how u r doing !  

Oh if you marry well through you a bachelor party so there is an up side ! Just sayin......

Brent,

I think I speak for a lot on this board (both providers and hobbyists) by saying you will be missed! Ultimately, we want to make a difference - and you certainly did in this community.  It won't be the same without you.  For the last year or so that I have read through the NYC board, I always enjoyed your posts and reviews - not to mention the fact that you personally gave me a recommendation of a lifetime.  Your closing "Rosebud" comment is an important admonition to us all of the potential pitfalls of hobbying.

Having what I am sure is a different path than you, here are some thoughts to consider:

* The adventure is not over.  It is all part of the same journey.

* Each experience you should try to grow as a person.

* Realistically, monogamy is probably not in your cards - esp. for more than a few mths.  And that is ok.

* But, I think you can still find love given this reality, it just will be the opposite of what you are saying.  It will be selfless rather than selfish/possessive.

* Love or true connection come out of being incredibly vulnerable... of opening yourself up to someone and exposing the REAL YOU, including all your fears, concerns, problems, etc.  And what you will find is rather than judging you, she adores you because it is YOU, including your past (experience here), current faults, and even your future needs (which will likely include revisiting providers either with or without her).

Good luck!

nycad

Good luck on your new quest....you are one of the good guys, so some lucky girl will 'nab' you.

I hope you find what the love & happiness you are searching for

xoxos

Betty

or maybe it should be "Lookin For Love In All The Wrong Places" by Johnny Lee.

Either way, all the best amigo!

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Brent Taylor maybe retired but how about Dr. Hank McCoy???????????? Please let all us inquiring mongers know. Only the greats retire and move onto the Mongers Hall of  Fame..  You have great stats but not sure MHF!!!  
Another Monger

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And thanks to the well wishers.... I do need the encouragement. Although getting out there is easier than I feared. Conferences, wine tastings, farmer's market, etc. Honestly, I never realized how far a simple "Hello" and a smile could go.  

Anyway, maybe once in a long while Brent may be let out of his cage for a bit of.....sport. Just to, err, stay loose.  

Besides....Year-end bonus season is just a month away.  

Can't save ALL of it!  

Haha......

 

 

 

 

 

 

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That Lady, and I overheard it all and say it ! Know hello is the key but guy , stare into her eyes not a big hello at her tits ! Also those melons you were squeezing ? You did a good job of pairing them up but naming them 81 times was a bit much ! Dude that pair you kept calling sunshine ??? They were cantaloupes , yes a nice handful but the other pair were attached to the woman you said hello to ...listen this won't be easy so my advice is stay out of the produce dept for awhile , okay ???? Good luck Mr.Hemingway , I have a feeling this is going to be quite an adventure ...and no, if you do meet a woman I don't suggest getting her a her id # ......keep the juicy details only for you !!!  

And that bonus , kids .poor kids the reward is great !  

L8r....

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