and no. We didn't end up married but you can see the 6 year gap in my review history

I never saw a provider on any sort of dating site.  The closest I came was some flirting with a bartender whom I recognized from an ad I had seen.  That's as far as it went.

I did develop feelings for a couple of providers but I never acted on them.  There was no reason to think they would be reciprocated and I've never wanted to be the guy who made a fool of himself over a provider.

I can answer this on all of them. First, my opinion on one of them is all mine. Single guys: Yes, I have seen one escort that I recognized but had already seen her. I contacted her threw the app, just for the hell of it. She texted me and said, "We were texting earlier; why are you going thru the app?" I did it thru her IG one time... the same question. But most "hook-up" escorts on there are grifters. Like last night, she kept trying for me to do Cash App...unknown.  

Married: No, I have not because all my SOs have been in relationships... It's cheaper than marriage. LOL. But I did date an escort for a while; I was a client first. It ended because she feared for her life from the local lifestyle and left the state. It's pretty tame around here; I did worry for her and her clients. Because this was before any blacklists or using references. But there are some crazy guys around here. I think she saw "mommy's boy"...my name for him. If I remember, this younger guy had his mother make the dates for him. If he got weird during the date, he would tell his mom. She would try to raise hell with the agency or a specific escort about how to treat her boy. He probably advanced to other things. TER would never let me put what I was going to say up.  

But most of the time, way before that, I would think about it, or if I wanted. She would say, I don't date clients in real life.

But I think it’s best if I fall in love with and be in love with only one woman at a time. And that spot’s already taken. 🙂

I’ve told only one provider I love her (not IN love).  I did because I knew she’d understand what I meant. She told me she loves me too.  I consider her one of my best friends.

I fall in love with my ATF, for 1 hour, every time I see her.  She drives me crazy.  Everything about her is perfect!  I don’t know her outside the studio, I really know nothing about her.  
I know she is a excellent kisser, sensual and sexy.  Always smells fresh, soft skin and eyes that look right into my soul.  For 1 hour she is my fantasy, my vision of perfection.

She wasn't a provider but a dancer. Long story short, we've been together now for 20 years and married for 17 years. We've hobbied together with a provider when we wanted a third. It kept thing uncomplicated.