First I get a response this morning from my absolute ATF that she's retiring for good.  I had thought that it might be happening, but I guess I was in denial..
Then I set up an appt this afternoon with my second ATF, and when I get there she's completely out of it.  Never seen her like that way before.  Then she basically passed out and I emailed the scheduler to give a heads up.  She sent someone over to check on her, so I just gave her some blanket and a pillow and blew out all the candles so the place wouldn't burn down.
Maybe Odin is trying to tell me something...

It's good that you care.  Wish there were more like you.

I once showed up to a very well known and reviewed providers incall, to find her drunk off her ass, and totally out of it.
She had let me in, and she was completely naked, with the room very cold, and she then proceeded
to attempt to  lay down on the bed, and wound up on the floor, I helped her up onto the bed, and tucked her into bed, then left, making sure to lock the door behind me.
Now after all that, she had the nerve to call me, and curse me, for not having went through with play time, and more importantly, for not leaving the Donation ! LOL  

Just out curiosity, I have to ask about the reference to Odin.  Don't see many people making references to the Norse gods these days.

I figured it was either that or the equally likely to exist flying spaghetti monster.

Lets hear it for Pastafarianism!

RAmen  Brother!