So, many of you likely read my post about my first provider experience (linked it below if you missed that one).  Today I had my second experience and I can happily say all the nerves from the first time are history.

No overthinking, just the tiniest hint of paranoia walking up to the door, and even that small worry disappeared the moment I stepped in past the "magic door"  Everything went great, I was in the moment and able to enjoy it all.  Great time, beautiful girl, left a very happy guy!

In any case, I wanted to share in case anyone else has a similar experience.  My advice, try not to overthink that first experience; the danger of all of the great information on a board and site like this is getting to caught up trying to think of all the protocol rather than just going with the natural flow of the situation.  Despite being with a hot girl doing amazing things to me that nervousness and distraction made the visit much less than it should have been.  And if you do have a first like mine rest assured that those first time jitters won't plague you, the next experience feels like home.

Have fun out there!

-- Modified on 6/14/2011 11:34:19 PM

I'm always happy to hear that someone had a good experience.  Exploring can be so much fun...

A part of me yearns for those early times when I would feel the wave of nervousness course through me as I go to see a provider: driving to the location, parking, checking my wallet for the donation, waiting for the right time to call, looking around as calmly as possible, then making that fateful call.  A million thoughts flood my mind.  Do i need a breath mint?  Another cigarette?  Another breath mint cause I had another smoke?  The long walk, the sweaty palms, the racing heart that continues to accelerate right up until I knock on the door.  You can almost see my heart beating through my shirt.  Yeah, I miss those innocent days.  Cherish these times, bud.

I think this is something that we ALL have in common.  We all get the gitters and nerves when we are about to see a new provider or even an ATF.  My heart still races when I see my ATF and I have seen her about 10 times now.  I think that we like the anticipation, the gitters and knowing that we are going to make love to a beautiful women.  When we go on a date with a civi there might be nerves, however, it's a different kind of gitters.  With providers we know we are going to get naked, kiss, make love or fuck.  It's exciting, fun, and thrill seeking.  Do most of you guys feel the same way?  I know I do.....it never gets old.

I still feel it with new girls...