guys how to ease my hard feeling of sharing a provider?
i met a russian girl its beautiful. but once i thought the little paper slip( another male's email is on that), i kind of feel bad. she is innocent,  i cannt tolerate another man's image presence at all.！ what a hard feeling! i cannt ease a feeling of sharing my sweetheart with another man, she is mine only i hope.  
any helpful ideas??

Being a sugar daddie?  I don't think this site would be helpful to you as most of the women here are running a business.  

ok i kind of woke up ,good luck. i should  not put my emotion into this thing.

I've been in the hobby for a while and I still get feelings for a girl.  I try and just keep in mind that they are there for a business.  Many of them are very good at pretending to like me, but it's just a fantasy.  The sad reality is that they are just acting for me.

Why are we answering this fool?

Then she divorced you and you pay her spousal support. That should do it.

I'm not that new, but still new at trying to date providers. Yes, I know we hear crap from other reviewers who want to show off and say they became bf's of providers or married them and lived happily ever after. I met a provider and asked for time outside the hobby. She ripped me off by overcharging and I double paid for a session time when it should have been more.
She told me to my face I had no business even thinking of dating someone as pretty like her.
And said she had to deal with crazy guys coming through that door. Anyways, all she wanted to do
was put me down a notch because she could do it to me because I play by the rules. And I thought I liked her since the first time.. She really showed what she thought of me, a disgusting piece of s***