Just sitting here in my car, pulled over in a lot somewhere near the border. The stars are amazing tonight. But the more beautiful things I see in this landscape, the harder it is to comprehend how I can't stay in a land that I adore so much. LA, I gave you a 2nd go. Drove the 3000 miles cross country, to the state that pulls my heart strings. Im so in love with California. But nobody in CA wanted me. I just don't understand why my love for you is so unwanted. I make enormous efforts to be here, but without your interest, I can never make a way to stay. So for the 2nd, I leave with my eyes looking down. Failing to win your affection. Sad that you didn't want me. And the melancholy longing to stay in this landscape that wakes up all the depths of me. I never wanted fame or fortune. Just a desire to bring magic and love to California, and stay in the land that feels so close to me. 3,000 miles times 4..12,000 miles of effort to be your lover and friend. But you never care

But I wish you well.  I'm sure that no matter where you land, it'll be on your own two feet.

Considering your comely good looks and long litany of reviews of highly complimentary nature I'm at a loss.  
No doubt LA is a tough town. A big market; but with an arguably demanding clientele and lots of competition. Odd that with your experience in adapting in over a half dozen regions from New York to San Francisco; LA has yet proven elusive.

I don't understand either. I did my ads, a lovely lodging with a mountain view. I made my own organic lubricants that never got used, made my massage oils, and was ready to cook for any guests. I offered massage only dates, cuddle dates, Gfe, doubles.. I really don't know what else I can offer LA. I have reviews, intelligence, love and kindness, sense of humor, lift people up to feel special.
But I'm not a porn star.  Not a young spinner. No breast implants or a centerfold model. I hate to feel that a state that I feel so much love for, can not want a girl like me. But sometimes the story is for a reason. Perhaps I have a higher purpose and it's not to be in the adult industry. I don't get negative. Just dismayed from not being wanted.

Call me I will help you  

I have always wanted to see you since the first time I laid eyes on your posted photos. You relocated then before we connected however tbh I really had a huge thing for your red hair. No one in LA has that look redhead bombshell madmen sexy pinup style hottness. Even now I went back to your website and all of those pics with your long red hair up sends me over the edge. I dont know how business compares now to then when it was red and maybe I am the only one that feels that way. But damn the red hair was so sexy on you. I for one hope that you dont leave and give more effort here. Maybe do some tours to other local so cal areas like OC etc. We love you here in LA but logistically for many of us coming in to LA for incall is difficult as well. I hope this was constructively helpful. Any oh yeah no else I know of offers the extensive menu you offer - literally love the options.

to get established run a strong special for a few days?
I went to your site and there were I felt too many options
( except Greek ) and a long list of things outside basic GFE
Maybe you can run an ad here that dependent upon the
response you will not return. That ought to get any fence sitters
to make a call. Good luck

I've noticed that most of the ladies here have a few to several regulars and do not depend on an endless stream of new traffic.  There are literally thousands of choices here to suit every fancy and fetish and I'm sure there are guys here that would become your regulars too.  But it can take a few years to get that established.  The saying in the entertainment industry here is "dont quit your day gig."  Many of the established ladies here have another job they go to.  Some have two.  Very few can make it on escorting alone here.  Try advertising in Vegas and San Diego, both of which are short hops from L.A.

Hey Cameo,

Might be back this week, to sort something personal that I forgot to do. No ads they didn't work. Loads of money spent on ads and hotels. If anyone wants me, let's keep it simple. I'm tired of playing the advertising games that are expected of me. I have more then enough reviews to prove myself. If it's meant to be it will be. I believe in fate. You will come to me if you feel drawn to my energy. If not, it's ok too. I'm at peace whatever happens. I won't compromise my genuinity and act like someone else. Lack of work won't stop me from loving LA.  


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I think there are lots of girls who travel in for one reason or another and post about limited availability.  Or if they have regulars they'll contact them.  But if you don't post about your being in town, how will anyone know to contact you

Ads are a waste of money and energy. I paid 600 in ads, and did my ter ads and answered discussion board ISO. But nobody is really caring anymore about reviews or how a girl has proven herself. I think the hobby has changed. Now guys want brand new girls and if you discover a new girl that didn't rip you off, that becomes a huge discussion and celebration. While the girls who have proven they are genuine I think just somehow float away from you all. Not by our choice. But maybe your own need to always have the thrill of the new hunt without getting hurt in the process.  
Why should I keep spending money on ads, when they don't work? Spending 600 on an ads, and then getting no work from it, means I get to sleep in my car on the side of a highway for a few nights. I have more then enough website and review content and great reviews and proof of being legit, genuine, the real deal.. To have to keep prompting you guys to like me is getting to be too complicated in the magical reality I live in now. It should be simple. You see a girl with 200 reviews is visting, has natural tits, loves to please, enjoys sex & companionship, has a good body, charm and intelligence, offers unique services and dates, is trustworthy... Then book her. I don't know how else to say what I'm feeling. I'm in sedona and hiking these grand mountains. They don't have to advertise themselves. People are just drawn to their energy. Their beauty, magic and what they offer. I feel the same way. It's not complicated really. You are drawn to me or you're not . Apparently.. Most are not. Anyway.. I posted this as I was driving away from LA last week, and I felt melancholy. My moon was about to start and I felt it the rejection quite deeply. I drove to sedona and I'm at peace. It is what it is. I'm not worried. I know primitive skills, survival methods, and can forage my own food. While id prefer sex, companionship, and a decent place to stay... I'm quite ok also to cook prickly cactus over an open fire in the Mohave desert, Charm the rattlesnakes and sleep under the stars, if it comes to that. I'm zen and practically celibate These days. Hard to be celibate when you're a nymphomaniac. But it's all good...
 
Seriously I'm ok. Carry on with.. Carry on and lots of love xo have a good weekend. Sorry I had my melancholy moment. Didn't mean to stir the pot here  


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I never thought you were stirring the pot just in search of ideas or constructive criticism. And I totally agree the hobby has completely changed now. IDK about everyone else but I rely on TER for 99% of my intel so if I dont see a recent ad or review I dont make the effort to reach out as I have had so many situations of non response its not worth the effort.