One year ago, I was told I'd never be anything with out "her".  Three years ago, I was told on a scale of 1-10, I was almost a 7 and that with "her" help, I'd be a bright beautiful diamond.  Such wonderful words to an insicure, nieve young girl, who just wanted someone to trust.  

I have learned the hard way in life about many of things, but friendship was just recent.  Friendships aren't always easy, nor real;  especially in a city where everyone is out for themselves.  "Ignorance is Bliss" they say, and this is because when you are ignorant, you don't allow yourself to believe the truth.  

The truth is, I was who I always will be.  There is no one who "changed me" or "mad me" because I am the one who is doing what I do.  Believing I was only a minor part in the big picture, was what "she" did best.  It was like one big circle of emotions, and "she" plays all the cards.  To speak about the death of a family member in order to get me to open up, but I shame myself for letting that happen.

Today I am a new person.  I am confident,  because I know if I want to achieve something I can!  I know that I am a beautiful person inside and out! There is no one who can hold me down, nor dampin my spirits, even though "she" stills tries to blackmail me, the truth will come out eventually, and Karma is REAL.  

My advice for the ladies who may be effected by "her" is "Believe nothing of what you here, and only half of what you see," some of "her" information is months behind, if its really true.  You know my number, you can ask anything, I really have no empathy for "her".  When it all boils down to it, "she" just lives vicariously through the lives of Sweet, Beautiful, YOUNG MINDED, women.  So, I begin my new year, with everything in the past, and I am still moving foward. This year, is a new year, and full of new adventures!!!

-- Modified on 3/12/2007 3:29:55 PM

You certainly fit the bill of sweet, beautiful and young!

I am so proud of you and myself.  We have walked a thousand miles since last year and will continue to prosper just being ourselves.  You were always a beautiful, intelligent person in my eyes and many others, however, "she" was good at making us feel like small fish in a huge pond.  I am so happy for both of us and our new reviews reflect on how much happier we are as people in general and in the biz.  Woohoo for us, and can't wait to see what more this year will bring us.

Hugs and Big Kisses for my beautiful sister!!!

-- Modified on 3/12/2007 4:28:25 PM

Almost posted it in response to Webbie's reply in Tasha's thread below, but with what McKela said it's probably more appropriate here.

I think it's sad that this business is filled with people like "Chloe", who take advantage of naive young girls like you & Tasha.  Instead of boosting your self-esteem & self-worth, attempting to manipulate & control you by constantly putting you down, saying you wouldn't be able to make it without them.

That's the main issue I have with "Chloe", between what I've been told by yourself & Tasha, & what I've experienced myself with the lies she tried to tell me about Tasha, I just want to do what I can to get this hateful person out of this business.  Even a year later, she's unable to let it go, & still tries her best to defame both of you.

I'm glad you guys were able to strike out on your own, and am happy for your success.  I know I've had a FAR richer experience with Tasha the two times I've seen her since the split, and I had a great time the one time I saw McKela as well.

-- Modified on 3/12/2007 4:32:37 PM

You've both done wonders with yourselves this past year. From your bothered and angry first posts proclaiming your new freedom, to your thoughtful (and appreciated) presence today - you've become butterflies!

I hope the coming years only get better and better.

Love to you both,

Alan

Just one quick question....

QUOTE:
"There is no one who can hold me down..."

What if asked real nicely?
I'd be gentle.
I would certainly let ya back up again after I was done.
What if Miss Tasha held ya down and I just did stuff to ya?
What about tied to a pool table...can any one do that?
I promise to be really gentle.

Happy Anniversary Ladies...may the year ahead be wonderful for you both...and to show how happy I am for you both, I shall offer you each the gift of cunnilingus...the pool table awaits.  *grin*

Amen.  My relationsip with McKela goes back to her earliest days in the biz, but my best times with her have been during this past year.  Glad it's been a good year for us both.  You'll always be my Las Vegas Sweetie.

...and Tasha, you remain on top of my TO DO list.  Need to remedy that soon...