So had a session with this kgirl and got an awesome blowjob eventually exploding in her mouth and then she sucked me clean.  So after that great release we were cuddling and she smiles at me asks me how her blowjob was and i said awesome and then in a surprise for me she actually got all exicsited and smiled and giggling and saying thank you thank you over again.  Like she was proud she sucked my dick.  Amd that she felt great i liked her blowjob.  I was like wtf?  I sort of  got depressed.  And looked at her with pity for some reason.  She was actually proud that she was able to suck my dick some stranger she just met.  I was man this girl was actually proud to be a prostitute.  Felt pity as in this was her childhood dream?  

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.no, it's her job fool.

I have felt something, but I wouldn't define it the way you did.

Like a nice $50 tip for the extra performance by your own admission or something.

...with pitchforks and torches!

This comes from thinking sex is dirty.    

the way to get inside her head so you can REALLY understand what its like from her POV.

that there is  certain amount of pride often displayed by these girls in being thought more skilled than her competition, so I'm not surprised how she reacted to the praise.  Many are both territorial about their regulars, and competitive about being the best.  This often explains why many girls get caught up in escalating their menu to include BBFS.  In an effort to stay one step ahead of the competition, they put themselves and their customers at additional risk.

she was more excited that you enjoyed it and then thinks or hopes you will return, as opposed to excited in the act itself.

i just wish them good health, seeing how they are treated pretty much like cum dumpsters all day long. i mean, who knows what disease bag is shooting infected semen into their mouths, which we dfk.

To the OP:  Don't you think it is strange that the fact that she feels good about making you feel good is making you feel bad?

help these girls be all they can be.  Its my altruistic nature.

KGirls can't communicate well in words, thus may over compensate in gestures. With indies who can say so much more, I learned a lot. One told me her advice to a protege to watch more pornos for the art of trade. Another said that this is by far the worst job a woman can ask for. She was hoping for a sugar daddy so she can sell 'wholesale'. (I laughed for 3 days on that word.) A third said that she's a lesbian thru & thru, but accept men as clients. "Forgive me. There is no feeling in this." I praised her lavishly for her honesty: "Don't worry. I know I'm just a piece of meat. I now can brag to my buddies that I can even get into a lesbian!!" We hugged and died of laughing. It was surprisingly a very enjoyable moment.

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don't get me wrong.  i think what prostitutes do is amazing.  kissing and letting their body be touched by guys they don't know or even like that takes a lot of will to do what they do.

We don't all grow up to be rocket surgeons.  Did you ever watch Mike Rowe's Dirty Jobs?  I couldn't actually stand to watch some of the jobs being performed.  But his message is always to take pride in your work even if you are just shoveling shit.

It's not like it's your business in the first place.

stop falling in love with Kgirls.  Once you go there, it is human nature IF YOU'RE YOUNG  to be jealous of them blowing other guys.  

thats like saying its ok to be best crack dealer in the planet and that you should be proud youre supplying drugs to kids and getting them addicted and dying.  wtf man.

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i keep telling you guys i don't care about having relationships with the girls.  the ones that happened it just came naturally.  and when we broke up i could care less.  it was actually a relief.  some wanted marriage or tried to involve me in the business or prevented me from banging their hotter roommate. all stressful crap that i didnt and never wanted.  

Dance, it is clear you have feelings for working girls.  I am confused on what they really are. You don't agree on what they do but you still Book them.  Sex is good, as "Frank" would say, and healthy.   Only when it is forced, just like anything else is it not accepted.  It should be legalized. Just saying

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She was probably insecure and unsure  if she
would be  able to satisfy. If she's here to make
money then that recognition of her skills that  
she  was unsure of would tend to make her happy.
Not  proud to be a prostitute. Just proud or happy
that  she  knows that she will do ok.

And you've never done anything for money? Or perhaps just to get farther ahead in the world so your life is better? Why is selling sex bad or something to be ashamed of but selling you artistic skills or analytical or engineering skills good? This is just another version of the insight Mr F had -- you might want to rethink just what you really think about this activity and what it says about you rather than shifting your thoughts on to the girl.

No worries there. I'll just dump a bunch of hay in their way for the pitchforks and then toss gas on all the torches.

Selling crack to kids too young to make up their own mind and whose bodies and minds are still forming is one thing. Selling sex between two adults is very much like selling any other personal service a person can perform. The only difference is that in your mind sex is some taboo whereas other service are not.  

I really think that you lack the emotional maturity to see working girls. You have some sort of dilemma within your own mind where you are stuck in a battle between judging these girls like you are somehow superior to them and also feeling sorry for them because of what they endure on a daily basis.
This is supposed to be fun all you can do is be kind and respectful to
The girls to make their job as easy as possible.
I think you are caught up emotionally and you tend to display a sense of resentment at times towards the girls which likely stems from the fact that you now see non Korean guys getting certain perks that you felt were reserved for Koreans only. Tsk tsk my friend it's all apart of the game and you shouldn't resent the girls for trying to Get ahead in their lives and you sure as hell have no right to judge them like you are any better than them.

You sound like one of those old fashioned dual standard hypocrites. Yeah, you'll fool around with these gals and maybe have an occasional feeling of remorse, but the bottom line is that they are second class in your mind. Your girlfriend or wife has to be better than that! Are you ultimately looking for that sweet chaste little gal that only has eyes for you? And by the way, if you ever do find such an entity, what makes you think that SHE would be accepting of all the mouths and pussies your tongue has visited?

invite a lot a negative comment is that you're always referring to some of these girls as your "ex's", meaning that you were in a relationship on the outside that went beyond the normal customer/provider relationship.  So it implies you are willing to date them, but then you talk down about them and clearly have an issue with what they do.  If you're just referring to girls you saw at their incall, then it would be different, but you have spoken many times here about dating them on the outside like a real GF.  I know you like hobbying with lots of different girls, but why do you let yourself get sucked into one-sided-exclusive outside relationships that seem to bother you so much when the girls want to keep working? Even if she WERE to quit today, I think you would still be bothered by the ten gallons of cum she's already had in her mouth over the years.  

What's wrong with selling crack to kids?   Besides I don't let them keep it.  After they give me the money, I beat the crap out of them and take the crack back to sell to the next kid.  It improves the cash flow.

although i could see how a sadistic kgirl could make this a sick prank.

like to spring the surprise snowball on you, but I'll let you find out for yourself.  Lol

it was genuine happiness that she sucked my dick good.  nothing to do with insecurity.  she was already an offictel hooker in korea so not a newbie.

i always said they deserved someone better then me cause i could never give them what they wanted.

Many years ago, was seeing a Thai provider in Hollywood area on a regular basis -- twice a month for quite some time.  We would spend 2-3 hours together for an hour fee, sometimes eat dinner together, etc.  Well, she had this friend -- cute girl, but skinny and no boobs; I like Asian gals with some meat on their bones.  So, this friend wanted to earn some money and my gal suggested a threesome.  I said, sure!

Yeah, I don't think these girls grow up thinking, "boy I want to be a prostitute." But, if you're going to do the job might as well be great at it.