it is an extremely intense fantasy. but for me, although it is about erotic humiliation, its more about pleasing.
it is a huge turn on to me, to be seduced by a Woman, who has this 'secret' plan. its to get the guy all hot and bothered, and then toy with him. really to see how far he will go to chase his orgasm. and then sort of playfully laugh or tease him about what a slut he is.
its just that sucking a REAL cock, is so antithetical, that its like the ultimate test. a dildo doesn't work cuz it breaks the fantasy...its not real. anyone can suck on plastic. but if youre into authenticity, a cock is real.
but its just a cock, its not a guy. the guy part is repulsive. if the Woman tells me to please the man, its no longer erotic, its sickening. to me, there is not guy, its just a cock. but it has to be real to be authentic. touching a guy or pleasing a guy...ugh
but under the spell of my Lady, and being led by Her and the hungry look in her eye, as she erotically exploits me and coaches me on....extremely hot!