Lila is not my ATF.  And I don't intend to have one.  I am on an odyssey. I started with a sweet mature provider, then moved to a couple of submissive Asian sweeties, then to Lila as an established local, then to a premier visiting lady.  I likely won't return to Lila at all.  And my next trip will be to a beautiful very young local lady who speaks Greek.  

But, excuse me guys, there are not any providers anywhere on TER with 500 reviews.  Lila is the Babe Ruth of providers, or I should say the Cal Ripken or Lou Gehrig of providers, and she is right here in our midsts.  

The point is I identify with these ladies.  I don't just like them or like to have sex with them.  I spend time with them and wonder what it would be like to be in their places.  What Lila must know and have seen and heard would fill volumes.

And that she has not become jaded, or worn out, or flabby, or perfunctory, after all that is just plain amazing.  

The real question here is why aren't any of you as equally amazed and why do you resent my admiration.  

I think this hobby of ours is very complex and ambiguous.  In it are a little misogyny and a little feminism.  We genuinely like woman and we don't hold it against them that they are providers, but we also acknowledge that part of what we pay them for is not to have a relationship with them.

I think this post and all the others like it sort of show who comes down on which side of that fine line.