A few days ago I posted on this site that I was headed to have a pinal implant done. Why did I post? I think it was in search of confidence. I'm 67 and was being told by people that I really didn't need it. So why did I do it?  growing up with ED , I didn't really understand what I was missing in life. Ihave not had a true sexual experience since I was 25 years old.I went through 3 wives that ment well, but would say things to me that were hurtful. I don't think they ment to hurt me, but year after year it was real draining. Friends would console me, but then leave me to my thoughts of engage wrong with me.
    It is 2 am in the morning. I'm in the hospital for my surgery recover night. I can't sleep out of joy and pride in manhood. I truly wish everyone could be here, seeing the smile that won't let me sleep. The pride I now have. No joking, I want to walk down the hallways showing my new me to anyone who will look. I'm like a kid with his first car. I'm laughing now at the fact I will be in slow mode for 6 weeks. I'm a kid with a new weenie and 6 weeks might as well be 6 years.remember 6 weeks is a lifetime. It like having to wait for Santa when you was 5 years old.i want to say thank you to a Ll those who pm me. And to those who I passes teals name to, I say thank you so I can read a review on a girl who is close to me, but could not service her like I want. Reading your review was great, and if more come in on he'd, I say thank you foe allowing me to relive your experience. Oh don't tell he you read this, if you see fit to book her before she goes home. Thank you guys