Given the choice of seeing a provider this afternoon or going on  a long bike ride, I inexplicably chose the bike ride.   I feel like I am losing my game.

Your sub consciousness could be thinking that capital has to be preserved.  

Also it could be something going with your body.  With the  shelter in place it can be easy to get up late and not eat properly. Not having number 2 (morning dump) when you up first in the morning can impact you sex drive.  When I am emptied out in the morning I feel a lot younger, sometimes I will have an appointment in the morning and another in the afternoon because sex drive is way up.

But then I don't know you situation. I would ask why both couldn't be on the table.

Just sayin'  

I've been in your shoes. Sometimes its just the hassle factor. If you don't have somebody in mind, it's just easier to go out and enjoy the fresh air. Especially in Northern Virginia/DC/Maryland. Nice days with reasonable temperature, no humidity, and no mosquitos is rare.