Okay, had a couple of rushed and not too wonderful experiences with transexuals (and one really, really nice one).  It takes everything I got just to make a call.  Then I am worried that the girl will not look all that good.  I really, really want a girl who can give me some real guidance, not take advantage of my shyness, take a little time letting me get comfortable, and so on.  I need to feel like I am with a friend.

I already know that I like TS's so I am not looking for a one time thing, but maybe a regular meeting.  I keep coming back to this site and the other site, but feel overwhelmed and intimidated by the choices.  Any guidance would be appreciate.
PS. I am near hollywood.