Transsexual
Ah yes, curiosity killed the cat! 
Especial_K, I think it's wonderful that you have the open mind to explore your desires. After all, we have but one life to live, so opening up to the real "us" is a life-giving treat to ourselves.
Living in Arkansas, there just aren't that many opportunities for me, so Dog has the real world experience, and I work my butt off to do the research. I'm a patient, patient kitty, who is looking for fewer and high quality experiences.
With the right gal, you may discover a side to yourself that you've kept hidden for all your life. Society has a way of infiltrating our minds with a subtle betrayal of our identity, enclosing it into a casket long before our time.
Creaking the door open, breathing in what we discover to be fresh air, is a magnificent experience. Stepping out of the casket is tremendous, empowering a moment emblazoned upon our mind forever. That is why you will never be the same again, for who wants to go back to being the living dead?