Hi, I'm a straight 34 yr old man in the central Illinois area who is going to finally take the plunge when I visit Chicago next weekend.  I've been searching the boards and sites for sooooooo long now, I feel overwhelmed.  There seems to be a dozen hot transsexual providers in the Chicagoland area, that I don't know who I should attempt to contact!  This is my first time and I'm a bit nervous and apprehensive about this.  Worried it might not be as good as I've fantasized it to be for years now.  I'd really appreciate any suggestions from those who know the Chicagoland providers as to who would be best for me.  Thanks so much.  I love this board.