First Timer

Hi all:

Well, I have been seeing Escorts for a few years now, always women.  For some time now i have wrestled with the the idea of seeing a TS.  The thought of it turns me on, although i am not sure how i will feel after i bust my nut.  The more feminine they are the better i suppose. I constantly view their ads on sites such as Eros.  I have not yet took the plunge.  I do send emails sometimes to the TS girls advertising on the sites but they never answer, unlike your typical female escort who advertises her email on the site.  Does anyone have any advice or for a potential first timer or any words of encouragement to send me over the edge?  I am in Miami.  Any suggested TS Girls in this area who can go easy with a first timer?

I was recently in San Diego and came so close to connecting with a TS girl there, but in the end i I ended up solo looking at porn on the internet, which is no fun at all anymore...LOL....

Thanks in advance for any help!!