To start I know this question might be a little out of place here, but I am hoping to get an honest helpful response and this group should provide me the best answer.  I have always had an attraction transsexuals.  I love the female body, a beautiful cock, and any type of anal play.  I enjoy sucking cock and want to swallow cum.  I live in an area where there are few decent TS providers.  I am considering trying to find a male partner.  I am not attracted to the male physique, but I am attracted to the idea of sucking a good hard cock.  I would like to stay away from craigslist ads, but I am not sure where to look.  I am frustrated and any helpful suggestions would be greatly appreciated.  Thanks.