I am looking for my first experience. I not attracted to men  I want a passable top, I think . I really just  want to explore and see what I like. I have never tried this before. Any suggestions I am in NYC

You should have no problem finding what interests you in NYC.  From locals to visitors.  Tops, bottoms, and versatile are all available.  Search out Eros and TER and do your homework.  As to preference, looks, price etc.  Keep an open mind and explore.  If you want to bottom.  Make sure you are clean.  Nothing can ruin a good thing fast than a little scat on the dip stick.  I'd suggest starting with someone known to be gentle and not to hung.  Unless you have been using an aid on yourself to get stretched out a bit.  The TS scene is hit or miss and few welcome multiple pops so booking an hour is best.  Some kiss and others don't.  Look into Sylvia (sp) Asian.  Her cock is a good size.  She gets hard most of the time and loves to fuck.  She also kisses and will bbbjcim.  Last time I was with her, she had her tongue down my throat while stroking my cock.  I went to work on her and she got nice and hard.  Got up to mish position and rubbed our cocks together and started to toy the head of my cock against her ass.  She didn't resist and I think she would have gone bb fucking.  Crazy shit so make sure if you are getting fucked, they cover up.  I've had two others ask me about bare back.  Some are fucking sick horny cunts.

Fucked her doggie style while tugging her hair.  I mean pounding the shit out of her.  I was standing at the corner of the bed and fucking her like crazy.  She loved it.  I'm stoking her cock and pitching her nipples as I continue to fuck.  I'm about to explode and she says wait.  Has me lay down as she start to suck me off with two fingers up my ass, hitting my g spot.  Never thought I would say this, but was the best bj I ever had and I've been with some hot ladies.  She pinched the top of my cock while stroking me and then let it explode.  Cum up in the air all over the place.  She licks it all up and then kisses me.  Thought I would cringe but it got me more horny.  Then she sits on my chest and starts to fuck my mouth.  I'm sucking her cock as she jerks off and shoots a big load in my mouth.  

I don't think about this shit much.  Like you, I don't consider myself gay at all.  Never look at a guy and another TS wants to bring a guy over for a 3 way.  I have no interest.  But a cock on a hot looking tranny girl is wild.  To me, it's a big clit and I love oral.

So if you have been thinking about this for awhile, go for it.  It will come very natural.  My first was with Cherry Lopez after thinking about it a long time.  I kissed her and sucked her cock like I knew what I was doing.  She didn't believe it was my first.  The first few, I only topped.  Then wanted to feel a hard cock up my ass.  Attempted it a couple of times and I was too tight.  Had a couple of drinks, relaxed my muscles and she went slow at first with lots of lube.  Still hurt a bit, until she was in.  Then bamb.  Unfucking believable.  She fucked me while standing up at the side of the bed.  Her face was in ecstasy as she had been trying for the last three times.  I got nice and loose and started to fuck her back and asked for it more.  Then she pulls out and comes in my mouth.    

Think I'm overdue.  I now need to work my way up so I can take a 9 inch cock.  Go for it.  You will not regret it but you can't let you mind get in the way.  Just do it and forget about it.  After you leave, don't start fucking yourself up.

As a mod, TER makes it pretty clear, (they give us a list of reasons why) not to approve a post. One of them is a shill post, or mini review. I was going to disapprove this one for either of those reasons, but think that since we get some NYC 411's, and checked out the poster, (mods can see through an alias to see if he has any reviews) thought I'd let it go. Plus, you can't argue with the words of wisdom, "After you leave, don't start fucking yourself up".