It’s late morning July 4th, 2003  and I awoke.  I remembered what happened a few hours prior and it dawned on me that it was over.  

I was out the door a little before noon and went to register for another night – I wasn’t too bummed out to waste a trip.  Walking out of Leyva, I saw that Destiny was in her room (the lights on).  Her shift at AB was at 2 pm so I headed over there. I aimed to be out of there before 2 pm.

I walked around AB feeling for vibes.  After a while you start to develop this chica radar.  I can tell just by looking at the way they smile at me when I look at them.  Anyway, I saw one that had a great smile, a junior miss look, and the vibe.  I walked over to her and said hola – there was definitely a vibe there.  Sat down and ordered her a Rummy Coke and me another XX.  We continued with the vibeing process and I told her we would go up after my beer for $50.  She agreed.  No problema.  Man, this girl was cute.  She told me she was 21, but she looked 16.  Her name was Angelica and her stats are: 5’4”, 110#, 32-26-30, gorgeous long dark blonde hair, Guadalajaran Caucasian look, small b’s, c-section, tight panocha.  Sweet, sweet disposition – a smiler.  A great session.

It was now almost 1 pm and I headed straight to CC.  To my surprise, I saw my former ATF, Jessica.  I sat down with for a little and chatted.  Then we went next door for lunch – whole fried fish for the both of us, with the works and drinks for only $12 el todo.  We talked some more in earnest about life and love.  She just came back from Cancun with a young Asian hombre without charge.  She was in love and wasn’t shy to admit it to me – “I going crazy.  I want him so much.”  I mean for her to tell me that she had sex with the guy 24/7 and couldn’t get enough is saying something – Jessica doesn’t really get into the sex.  At 2:30pm I had to bid farewell to Jessica because I had to go to S.D. for a July 4th get-together at a friend’s house.  

My best amigo and I headed to TJ at about 9:30pm and got to AB at 10:30pm.  At CC, Destiny came to me to say hi and I introduced her to my friend.  I asked her if she was getting off work since it was nearing midnight and replied that she was working till 6 am.  Oh well.  She didn’t want to sit with us because she was working .  The vibe wasn’t there anymore.  

About five minutes after Destiny left me, her best friend comes strolling into CC and  immediately asked me where I was this afternoon.  Apparently in my drunken stupor, I told her that I would be at CC at 4 pm to fuck her.  I can’t remember.  Anyway, we had drinks and chatted nicely for a bit and soon agreed to go up.  The funny thing was that before I went up with her, she had to go outside for a 5 minute break with Destiny and I noticed they were chatty about something.  I can only wonder.  The best friend thinks I’m a great guy .  I guess that line I fed her the night before about not liking to fuck girls right away did wonders for my image.  I told her as an excuse for not fucking her last night that, “I like to get to know the girls a little bit first before having sex with them.  I don’t like having sex on the first date.”HA!

Upstairs the best friend and I went and I requested just a half hour massage, which was nice. Damn she had a nice body –perfect actually.  She was a brunette with a model’s face and body: all natural, slim, tall (5’8”), light complected, great lips, nice smile, perfect full b cups, great ass.  But I didn’t have any Cosmic Connection with her – just another pretty girl. I came back down and it was about 1:30 am. I wanted to talk to Destiny but she was on the way up with a hombre. I didn’t feel like waiting and her best friend was about to go home right then. SO I went to my room to sleep.  

At 4:30 am I was awoken by some crazy chicas fighting over some guy.  A squad of policia came and took some people away.  It was quite a disturbance.  I couldn’t go back to sleep after that so I freshened up and went to see if Destiny would let me in her room this time.  The odds were slim but whatever.  She didn’t even want to open the door and called the clerk to by the phone in her room to tell me not to bother her.

Well, I was bummed.  Even though I initiated it, I didn’t want it to end this way.  After the rebuff, I just sat in one of the chairs at the front desk, passing the time away.  I began chatting with an older American guy who was waiting for a chica who eventually stood him up.  But this guy, whom I will call Yoda, help translate between me and Antonio while trying to negotiate for Destiny to open her door for me.  Eventually I ended up in Yoda’s room and talking about TJ, the chicas, and my situation.  He has been going to TJ regularly for 30 plus years and has countless stories.  He decided to help me and translated a note and a letter I drafted to give to Destiny.  The note stated I had not fucked her best friend and that I was just being nice – only a massage.  In the letter was a profession of my true feelings for her and my desire for her to be something more than just a fling.  The note I slipped under the door and the letter I would give later upon our final farewell.  

I got some sleep (2 hours) and by check out time I was ready to say bye to TJ and Destiny for the time being.  With Yoda as my translator and guiding force, I would try to salvage the dying embers of love.

After checkout, Yoda and I ate a late breakfast at Al Capone’s and as I gazed out onto the street from Capone’s doorway, I see Destiny walking down the street.  She saw me and waved hi.  Her attitude seemed different from afar and I waved back with a smile.  She came into Capones and I greeted her with a standard greeting (peck on the cheeks).  But before I could introduce Yoda to her, she planted a “te amo” wet kiss on lips and I was taken aback.  I thought it was all over.  Maybe not.  Must have been the note.  Anyway, Yoda and her introduced and starts speaking in Espanol way to fast for me to comprende.  She was in agreement about something and left me with another wet kiss.  I asked Yoda what was going on and he said that she was glad she could see me before I left and that she would be waiting in AB for the letter Yoda was still transcribing.  

We finally go the letter done by around 2:30pm and I went over to AB to say goodbye and wish her a great vacation.  We stood by the lady’s bano and we embraced as I told her thank you for such a memorable experience, at which point I handed her the sealed letter.  I told her gifts were waiting for her at the Leyva’s front desk with Manny. She starts to kiss my neck and whispers in my ear exactly when she would be back and that when I see her again, she would “spend all night and all day” with me.  At this point she hasn’t yet read my letter.  I then hold her even tighter, pulling her into me, and kissed her deeply and passionately for almost a minute.  Before I finally let her go and left, she told me, “Esta bien, esta bien.”    

I drove Yoda home to L.A. with me and dropped him off at my university -- at a building complex adjacent to where I study.  Weird.  

That was July 5th and now it’s August 9th.  I have had no communication with her since.  The first two weeks was tough cause all I could do was thing about her. The last two weeks has been very normal for me – filled with longing and desire for other women – Jessica, Griselda, Destiny's best friend, some L.A. incall providers, AMP girls, regular chicks, et al.  

I'll be in TJ on the weekend of the 15th.  Just a hunch, but odds maybe 2-1 that she’ll reciprocate.  If not, I will be fucking her best friend.  


Rico


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