I’m the first to admit I’m not normal. I love ho’s, pros and SB’s! Let’s move on lol.  

Some people know I fell in love with a pro before (hall of fame PS) and married her. So I will go there lol. People on TER told me back then I was crazy. But It’s been over 15 years now still going…we’re in the open phase of the marriage again (separate homes, fully aware of each other’s activities). Being narcissistic lol, i will not apologize for  having what I consider to be a fortunate life… no where near Elon Musk fortunate lol but enough to own a few homes and cars and enjoy my life quietly (despite all the public ho’s) with a great job and reputation in the community. All this in my mid 40s, with the same waistline and BMI from college lol. PS wife lol.  

So when I dipped my toes into the Sugar Bowl, I told myself that I was not going to fall in love again with a “pro.” Then of course it did. I was seeing a few SBs already when, I met my #1: Mid 20s 5’6” blond, legit established model. Body that puts even my hot wife to shame (For reference, I met my wife, a former Playmate and Penthouse Pet, when she was 29). Face to match by all accounts. She reverse catfishes by using her friends less attractive face so she won’t be recognized. I mentioned in someone else’s thread that I love her voice, a slightly husky smokers voice. Traveled and relatively worldly. Has own kids and owns home. We get along great, talk every day. I’m not even giving her much sugar anymore: I front meals and fill her gas and buy her little gifts regularly but it is far less than the price she would command ($600+). This week I got a BBBJNQNS in the parking lot outside our swanky lunch place and she said she “owed me one” and I didn’t pay sugar. Been planning to take an extended trip with both sets of kids outside the country. Talking about a new kid. My elderly father has seen her and told the family she’s super hot lol. God.  

Talk some sense into me. Tell me again I’m being stupid. That she’s just out for my money lol.  

At least I can’t get married again because I already am lol.