My partner and I are preparing to do a MFM and a MFF with the intention of bringing everyone together for a MFMF.  We asked another male hobbyist (I am female) to join us.  He and I met recently and will have some BCD time before the MFM.  Once we have chosen the female provider, my partner will have a one on one session with her.  This way there is a certain level of comfort before we do anything in a group setting.  

I am incredibly excited to be moving forward.  Of course there is the nervousness of having sex with a new partner.  But also the anticipation of how it will be - and not just with him.  But all of us together.   Not to mention the endless fantasizing about where it could lead...  My hope is that we do not stop here and that a MFFF and MFMFF will occur as well.

And there is really no point or question to this post.  I do not share any of this with my friends and TER has kind of become my safe place to be vocal. Hope no one minds.    

Like Mr. Fisher, I also like to read about what others are up to.  Look forward to hearing how everything turns out...

At some point, you'll eventually wind up with a Caligula-style orgy.  Maybe you can go with a Roman themed toga party/bacchanal.   --z

That's as far as the sequence will go.  I want to be able to enjoy everyone and I don't think I could keep up if there were more.

My BCD time with the other hobbyist was today and we had good chemistry.  Now trying to meet the provider for coffee to see if we like each other.  Excited to see if the MFM or FMF occurs first.  

My only complaint: logistics are time-consuming and not easy.  But I have a feeling they will be more than worth it.

Having the MFM today and I have butterflies.  Woke-up and tried to masturbate but my mind kept going back to what we will do today.  Tried to focus on my fantasies of the three of us together, didn't work.  Then tried to focus on the female we have asked to join us for a FMF, nothing.  Even my usual go to of FFF could not get me there.  

So then hoped in the shower.  Hair washed and conditioner allowed to soak in while I put body wash on the scrubbie. Let my hands trail through the soap as I suds up. Massaging my breasts, down my stomach... making sure every inch is clean and smells nice.  Shaved my legs and underarms before balancing on one leg to reach my labia.  All the while thinking about today.  Then out of the shower.  Put in contacts and smoothed on eye cream.  Flossed and brushed.  Then used a smoother on my feet.  I want every part soft and smooth.  Then blow-dry the hair.  To leave in soft waves or make it sleek and straight?  The lingerie will answer  that question.  Slide on a corset that is sheer except for an embroidered front panel with attached garters.  Stand on my tippie toes to see how I will look with heels on.  Remember to throw thigh-highs in the toy bag.  Place the corset with the thigh highs.  Slip on a wife-beater and yoga pants.  No bra, no panties.  Do not want any elastic lines on my body.  And now I try to go about my morning before I leave to meet my lover and his friend.  Sooo much anticipation...

Good gawd!  Cannot even begin to explain how amazing today was.  

Both men were there when I arrived.  I went straight to the bathroom and stripped down to my lingerie and heels but then felt incredibly self-conscious.  Fortunately I brought a satin robe and asked one of the men to hand it to me.  I put it on and came out.  Began kissing partner 1 and when I turned around to kiss partner 2, partner 1 undressed.  Turned back to partner 1 while partner 2 undressed.  Then on my knees to alternate sucking their cocks.  I think both men felt a little uncomfortable standing close to each other because they were too far for me to easily alternate.  Didn't matter though because we were soon on the bed with me on all fours, sucking one while the other fucked me.  While it was pleasurable, this was my least favorite.  It was difficult for me to concentrate on my pleasure when I was being pushed into a cock.  A threesome in doggie definitely requires a lot of work/concentration on the part of the woman.

Then we had an intermission to clean up and talk.

For round 2 both guys were lying on the bed and I alternated sucking each of their cocks. And this is where things changed.  It all felt very comfortable and natural.  I found myself sucking them differently, tailoring my style to the partner.  We switched to reverse cow-girl and I rode partner 2 while partner 1 stood up on the bed, the perfect height for me to suck him.  This was the best position for me because I was able to concentrate on the pleasure.  I was setting the pace and it felt incredible to look-up at my lover, make eye contact and connect while I fucked someone else.

Don't get me wrong, there were some awkward and funny moments.  But those in no way diminshed the intensity or fun of it.  At least not for me.

Can't figure it out and urban dictionary was no help.