Preface it by saying that when I am stressed, I frequently dream I am back in college and its at the end of the term and I discover I have been registered for a class I have never attended, and its too late to drop the class, and now I have to cram for a test I have never studied for, and still probably fail the class.
The dream starts I am back in college, living in the dorm. I find myself in a room across the hall from my room. On the bed are 3 or 4 girls. All the girls are sleeping except the one I am giving oral sex. She's cute and somewhat into it and I am only somewhat into it. Then, because we don't want to wake her sleeping roommates we move to the floor beside the bed. She lays on top of me and we are making out, and I slide my cock into her. She then pushes me away, seemingly not wanting to take it that far. I leave the dorm room.
Later it turns out she has filed charges against me. I am wondering if there is some of my precum inside her that they will find DNA. I know I did not force myself upon her and she wanted the oral sex. I also find out later that witness would verify that she had been 'clubbing' and drinking that night with her friends.
I think that she probably will not be able to convict me on any rape charges. But I think of the press and my wife finding out. I am reminded of President Billy, "I did not have sex with that woman", because I didn't orgasm, and was only insider her for a second. But I am thinking my life is ruined because of all the exposure.
Aside from the obvious ambivalence of a married man "hobbying", any other hidden messages?
Well, outsidetree2,
At least it's not Glenn Beck speaking at the site of MLK who also had a dream.... In all seriousness, however, Sigmund Freud said that "dreams are the royal road to the unconscious. About a hundred years later, I and many others believe that dreams are byproducts of affect states and don't carry any hidden meanings.
My question would be, does the dream always have the exact same trajectory, and how often does it occur? And how stressed are you for this to happen? I'm more concerned with the stress than the dream itself. Rather than analyzing the content of the dream, I'm wondering what processes occur for you in your waking, albeit subconscious state. If hobbying while married makes you have nightmares, then maybe you need to look at a) getting rid of the guilt, b) getting rid of the marriage, or c) getting rid of the hobbying. At any rate, something's gotta go.
You can read about dreams in this Wiki piece,
The Love Goddess
The first part of the dream is very common, and it probably represents your fear of overlooking the obvious. Could be time to check out your hobby habits and see if you may have gotten sloppy and dropping key evidence that may expose your activity.