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Trooper2 9437 reads
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I am closing this thread. Contact me directly if
you wish to share. Its not about YOU, but ME.
I need to know and learn and grow, even when its painful.

Care to join me? :)

T2

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Ok so this is really weird, but in many of the relationships that I have been involved, it appears that the women, Always, turn things around and the blame is placed at my feet.
My ex wife did this during our divorce, in which she made charges that I was abusive, controlling,
and never emotionally in the marriage.
When the dust settled, she had her parental rights
terminated, and the custody evaluator, termed her
unstable, and abusive, and controlling.

Then it was the same with an ex girl friend, who
was by her own admission, controlling, but when we
broke up, I had to get a restraining order on her,
as she would not leave me alone, and stalked me,
and for over a year, made countless, prank phone calls, in which she would call and then hang up on me, (I got the cops to get the phone records
from the phone company) which led back to her.

Then I have this past event in which things get
turned around, and I am supposed to once again
be this controllling bully, liar, and unstable?

What is it with all this turning things around
L.G.?
In each instance, what I am accused of, is in fact the traits of my accusers, how does this work
in their minds?

Confused T2? LOL

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Hey , I understand.  Remember females are crazy people sometimes.  I had one who stalked me and did the same thing yours did, called me and hung up for several months. She was a nurse treating me.  I talked to a police officer who stated they did not take it seroiuslly when a female stalks a male.  I took it on myself to tell her to stop.  Ten months went by where I could not get appointments at my doctors office until i saw her again.  She sat there and stared at me the entire time i was there. I tried to find out why she had done this and to tell her she was making me uncomfortable and got called from her boyfriend ( who I didn't know about) and got cussed out and threatened to be killed.  Still the police did  not help.  I went through the depression thing also, finally filed a complaint with the nursing board against her and left my doctor. Suffered from withdrawal from narcotics.  I lost 25 pounds and started having chest pains.  I saw her again at a hospital where she started working while visiting a family member and lost it.  I let her know what I thought of her (it made me feel so much better, decreased my heart rate and blood pressure, I began sleeping again and gained weight).  She charged me with stalking though, said I was showing up at her work and had in-person communications with her.  She turned it all against me.  She had earlier gone to my doctor and blamed me for making her uncomfortable even though I never did anything inappropriate and her coworkers where talking about me and telling me how much she liked me.
Somehow I became the bad guy and her and her boyfriend have got off as the innocent ones.  Had to go to a therapist who told me I had been sexually harassed and was suffering from Post Tramatic sress syndrome.
I learned you have to be really careful with females.  They have the power and are going to be protected where men are not.  
I hope you learn something.  A girl who would stalk you is not worth communicating with at all.  It will either encourage them to continue or cause them to blame you.
Good Luck.

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Trooper28346 reads

Thanks Bkbcoach, All that I know, is that I cannot
control anyone but myself, If change is needed, I can only change myself. As for others actions, well its their actions, their thoughts, or words.
I cannot be responsible for anyone elses actions,
thoughts or words, Just my own.
So I guess that to her, I am the bad guy, because
I did not react as she desired for me to react?
So this makes me crazy, because I don't fit under
some psycology label from her book. LOL
So much for my honest and open and mature behavior. Some people need to play hide and seek, behind masks,  while others need attempt to manipulate others, and do the head game stuff, or be vindictive and angry about life.

I am human, I make mistakes, and learn, and go on
living, but I have no desire to operate behind some useless mask, or feel inferior about who I am. After all, I am ME! Not perfect, but not all that bad either.
My real question to her or people like her, is that If I am so unstable, and undesirable, then why did she keep me as client for a year? and then when I confront the effects that this relationship was having upon me and step away. I become the bad guy? :)
What really pains me, is that I risk caring about someone, who got screwed up by some other male, and I get kicked around and blamed because I am a male who was battered and abused by my father.
I don't want pity, I want to understand, and be
understood, I want the Respect that I am entitled
to, because I give it as well.
If I use or abuse anyone, and its bought to my attention, then I feel pained, and I change.
But what about when others are attempting to push
my buttons, and gain happiness in doing so?
What then? I want others to realize, that just because someone cut their throat, attempted to drown them, locked them in a room for 4 months,
physically battered, and emotionally bullied, them. (that is only a small glimspe of what I experienced)
It gives them NO right to take out their anger
or pain upon others! Nor the right to take it out
on me! Because unlike when I had no defense then,
I do now and I will not allow for ANYONE to mistreat me. I think that I have said to much already on this subject, so lets just close this
chapter.
T2 :)

-- Modified on 9/17/2007 2:03:17 PM

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Trooper26316 reads

Well, I thought that because this is such a hot button item, I would update.
First off, The business relationship that I HAD been in with this certain provider, was in fact
abusive. The poster above who bought about the
passive agressive, I can say safely, No I did not
react in such a manner. As well I made my concerns
and pain known to her.
As well, I made it known to others, because of my confusion over what was taking place. That in itself as a good move on my part.

The real issue here, was that I was in a damm if I
do, damn if I don't situation.
What I was attempting to do, was get distance from
this person, but she was not about to leave me alone, because she was emotionally connected to me.
If I stayed, she would continue to abuse, and drive me nuts! And if I left, she would stalk me
and drive me nuts!
As a man, I am expected to just take it, and not react what so ever.
But because of my desire for emotional health, I came here for answers, and understanding.
I got some answers, and I also got some understanding, And as well, I bought the abusers
behavior to the forefront.
She has a problem, and its her issue to own up to.
My issue, is to become more aware of and avoid people who have problems, such as her issue.

So I accept the role that I had in this dance, in that I did not terminate my association with her
sooner.
Thanks love Goddess for your information, and to all who contributed in a positive manner to my
situation.
Its a new day for me, and because of the help that
I have received, I have every hope to feel good about my future.

T2 :)

-- Modified on 10/14/2007 1:07:52 PM

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Trooper29438 reads

I am closing this thread. Contact me directly if
you wish to share. Its not about YOU, but ME.
I need to know and learn and grow, even when its painful.

Care to join me? :)

T2

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Trooper27640 reads

You Blew It!
Remember the fool on the hill, he watches the fools down below, play stupid games, while they
totally miss the big picture!  LOL
He sees the world spinning around!
I am sad that you felt the need, once again, to
attempt to humilate me, I knew that I could never turn my back on you.
If you should ever desire to be a fool on a hill,
let me know, I still care.

Take Care of yourself sweetie

-- Modified on 12/6/2007 7:52:18 PM

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Trooper26005 reads

Hey! Hell Ya, I can do that for you!
When can WE get Started?

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Trooper27505 reads

S/R Are you making a threat to ME? Cause if you are, then you had better be real careful, cause you may lose your kid, (not that you care)
Then you go for a ride downtown, and lose a bunch of cash for legal defense to begin with. And I know that you care about your MONEY. Right?
Its called child endangerment and neglect.
So you silly girl! Be Cool, No one wants to hurt anyone! Right? just for the heck of it, ask the provider Mallory K, what happened when she fucked
with a client? You can get her info off craigs list ads.

Hey. I know, lets forget about all this crap!
and Lets have SEX! Its much more FUN!
Or
YOU can leave in Peace.
No one is making you come here to spread misery,
They are your issues!
Remember to try to think positive! :)


-- Modified on 1/1/2008 10:36:41 PM

-- Modified on 1/1/2008 10:45:08 PM

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Trooper25577 reads

Sweetie, I would not do anything like that to you,
It was a way to warn you to not threaten me,
You kept clicking on the post by bkbcoach, in which he says of how he was harrassed by a female.

If you intended this as a threat toward my wefare,
I want you to know of just how serious I take these things, as you know the history of my past marriage, and the dirty low down stuff that she did to me, like attempting to get me on trumped up criminal charges!

So ya, I take these things serious, and I just want you to know, to not even imply something like
this. I do not like getting backed into a corner!
If you are angry, leave me an out, so I can get out of the way!
If were to be so angry, then scream and yell at me, but it does not give anyone the right to take
away my freedoms, because they cannot accept a situation?

So plain and simple, you have nothing to worry about, unless of course you were neglecting your kid, or abusive to her, then you can bet I would
step between you and her, and take the beating.

She is innocent, lets keep her safe! ALWAYS!

-- Modified on 1/16/2008 2:16:32 PM

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Trooper27109 reads

I WANT YOU! I want you to love and appreciate me,
Not kick my ass!
Negative is not what I want from you, not now, not ever!

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Trooper26832 reads

Let me mess up your hair! and then sleep with me
all night, so WE can both have an all night smile on our faces, and be tickled inside. Just like we used to do!

Come On! Lets Make it Happen Babe!

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Trooper25688 reads

Now that time has passed, and I have been able to think more clearly, I am able to make an admission.
It takes two to tangle, my responsiblity is that I react in a way that the other person feels is aggression? I can freely admit that I am very fearful of getting abused, in any way. As this is the case, I present a wall or boundary, in which I warn anyone and everyone, to not cross that line, if you do, I will react in a not so nice manner.

Well not a lot has changed, in that I still will warn you of impending danger, But when my threshold of pain has reached a certain point, I will simply walk away! and the threat is gone,
and so am I. It is that threshold that I need to work on, and to become aware of the pain sooner,
and then react in the proper manner, as seek a safe place.

This was what I intended to do at the start, but for some reason, I felt as if I were like a deer
caught in a cars headlights, and I just stood there, and bang, got ran into?
Hopefully, there will not be a next time, but should there be a next time? I will run like a deer, and get the hell out of the roadway altogether, and then look at the car, and give the car a LOOK, Like Man, What the hells wrong with YOU! Didn't you see the DEAR crossing sign?
LOL
But Still, I take a stance, that I refuse to accept blame or guilt for actions that I did not act out! This kind of behavior, or action belongs
soley to the other party, and so they must accept that responsiblity alone.
So with that said, I still want to understand what action or posture, that made the other party
feel abused? or threatened? whether she is right
or wrong, because we all have fears and triggers,
and reactive measures. Communication, and a willness to understand, must be in place for any
relatioinship to be healthy or worthwhile.

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Trooper26951 reads

"In my own words" I stated that I see providers,
to avoid emotional attachments and DRAMA!

I then posted, and explained further about what happened. and Why I fell for you.
I ran away, because you wanted both, and I cannot
alllow that to happen. Its one or the other, but NOT both.

You and I are both stuck here, under siege, by our own needs, You love me and want me, but only
on your terms alone, but I say NO, I count too!

So until one of us leaves, We have created our own
Hell, neither one of us, is responsible for how the other feels, Its your feelings and needs that
bought you back here, and keep you here.
The same for ME.

I want YOU. I want to have sex with you, or make love to you, either way, I want you.
Go ahead and keep jumping around, and ripping at me, I am numb, so it does not hurt.
But I am going to take some shots at you too!
Its only fair! Right?
But neverless, I love you, and would rather treat you well, than fight or hate you,
That is why its so difficult to let go, there is so much about you to love, but I dislike your behavior toward me at times, so I am going to make things equal. :( You can call it abuse, I call it making myself heard.
After all, it cannot be abuse, because you don't exist! LOL So I can be as nasty as my little devil
says to be! Maahaahhh.

Pick your poison, Stay or Leave, its your choice!
Love me or hate me, its your choice,
I chose to love you, and dislike some of your behaviors.

Hey, I got an idea, lets have sex! or make love!
Whatever is right for the moment.

-- Modified on 1/2/2008 5:18:53 PM

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Trooper27453 reads

Are we having FUN? I think that having sex with you is so much better, than this stand off!
:)

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Trooper27943 reads

Its true, Instead of allowing for all this negative stuff to take place, I just figured, that
hey! I want to be a part of the laughter, rather then be the one getting laughed at. I can laugh
with you? So lets have FUN, and then lets have some great SEX, I know you are worth more, but I have never gotten to see that, so I guess I have to settle for the sex? :)

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Trooper26361 reads

I am not about to attempt to do all the work, so maybe we can find a go between who we both trust,
to help communicate, and get you and I back into the same bed! :) For some FUN!

-- Modified on 1/8/2008 7:16:12 PM

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Trooper26634 reads

S/R, As I have always stated, you are worth everything that you want, never settle for anything less.
Now keeping this in mind, I too, have given myself
permission to think and feel the same way about me. There is a exception though, I humble myself,
to a degree, when I approach others asking for my
needs to be met, with the hope that they will do the same. Then, there is no stand off, because both parties are able to feel like winners.

Its about compromise and working together toward
a common goal, and not short changing the partner
in the process.

Thanks for your time and attention, but please don't take my humbleness as a weakness. being humble, allows me to be equal to anyone else.
And I know to not back down from that position,
because if I do, I am stripped of my dignity as a man, and I have no personal worth to myself.
I allow others to have their dignity, and I keep mine in place as well. Everyone is able to be happy if that is what they desire.
As long as there is hope, or even a glimmer of it,
I remain hopeful to be a winner.

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Trooper26670 reads

I am thinking to approach a well known provider,
or hobbiest, and I will ask them to send a request
to you, on my behalf, asking for a date.

What do you think? Yes or No?
I wish that you would just call me, but as we both are hesitant, maybe the third party is a better idea after all.
This way, I can be humble, and ask, without having to fear getting humilated, and it forces
us to put our money where our mouth is.

I want to see you, but not be seen as stalking or harrassing, or anything harmful to either of us.

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Trooper26327 reads

Ya know you are such a teaser!
When are you going to be my pleaser? :)

Then I can please you too! In many ways, not just sexually.
I Miss YOU! but I have to hold out, so that I get
what I need as well.

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Trooper26393 reads

Come babe, let me mess up your hair, kiss your neck til you laugh! share deep kisses with you,
and we both moan with delight.
Why is it that you are not allowing me into your bed, so that we can make some more precious memories, happy ones at that!

Try to let the anger go, its negative, and it drives away those that you want close to you.
those who want to love you, but hold back and stay away, because of receiving your angry wrath,
instead of your affections in return.

Com on babe, what do ya say! Lets make life FUN!
Or are you afraid to feel happy?

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I have to get to work, or bed, depending upon the time, but keep in mind, I am thinking of you, or dreaming of you!
I hope you have a wonderful day, and thanks for keeping room in your heart and thoughts for me too!
I want to be with you! and have even more happiness in life with you.
Kiss YOU!

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Trooper25861 reads

Will you come to me tonight?
At 9:00 pm, at my home? so that we can make some great memories, and have each other.

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Trooper26278 reads

W/T, I am sorry for my negative behavior,
its just that others have hurt me, and so I got
angry, and began to suspect All Men only wanted to use me, for sex. I felt that is all that you wanted as well, but now I know better that you do want me.

I love me, and I want you to love me as well. I want to love you as well. :)
R/S

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Trooper27546 reads

Can we heal the rift, and try again.

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Trooper26293 reads

Sweetie, about the other thread, and what you keep going back to, If you could only understand just how deeply hurt I was at the time,
I believed in you, and I got played like a music
instrument.
So ya, I struck back, and it hurt you, I know and I wish what happened, did not happen,
but its in the past, and now the trust between us
is really damaged.
Do you remember of how I told you, I am open and honest? Well I am that kind of person, but I felt that you desired to take me out, or down.
So fair is fair right?
After all, you made the rules, not me, and even though your game did not plan on you getting hurt, I felt compelled to even the score. ( I am not perfect )

You hurt me, I tried everything I could to walk away, and get relief from the pain, only to have you follow me, and further taunt me, and so forth.
So what happened is history, I am not proud, I
apologized to you, and desired that you could forgive. So can you?

I do love you, but it has conditions, such as treat me with respect, and care.
I still desire to give you respect, but i know that we have to earn that, right?
I want you! I want for us to smile and be happy with each other, to have joy and laughter, not pain and anger toward each other.
We both lost when we crashed into each other
with our negative stuff. I want to make love, not war.

So again, can you forgive? and further heal your wounds,
I WANT YOU!

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Trooper26634 reads

Honey, if I approach you directly again, are you going to accept my advance, or are you still angry,
and intending to blow me off?

I want you, and I want to see you, I want to have great sex with you again!
So can I approach you, without having to the fear that you will act as if I am bothering you?
I don't want any trouble with you, just fun and enjoyable times.

Thanks
W/T

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Trooper26913 reads

As long as there is hope, then there is you and I
with our personal struggles, trying to make life
a happy experience. Don't give up on you, and I will not give up on me.
We both win, and as long as we continue, we have each other.

-- Modified on 1/18/2008 5:58:34 PM

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Trooper27979 reads

I am sorry for the negative interaction, I own up to the fact that I have been less than a gentelman in the past.
Just as with you, I have been used and hurt by others, so I suspected that you only were interested in using me to your own needs alone.

I was hurt, and then angry, when I felt that you shoved me away, because I want you for more than just sex.
You now know how I feel about you, the cats out of the bag, it no secret any longer.
I know that you would like to try to work out our differences, as well as I do, and not feel short changed.

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Trooper26383 reads

Love me in the way that I need, and I am all yours! And I will never leave. Ever.

Now will you marry me?
Love
Warren

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Trooper27206 reads

I want to be in your life.

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Trooper27096 reads

OK sweetie, I intend to go forward with this idea,
thanks for your input, Can you give me some time
to put it together? Thanks for your patience,
I want you! Its just that I have a lot of personal
things going on, (my kid) that i have to deal with. I wish I could tell you, but its to personal to tell you here. Thanks for understanding.

W/T

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Trooper26714 reads

I WANT YOU!

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Trooper27495 reads

Given time and forgiveness, by both of us, I hope to regain your trust.
I know that WE got off to a really rocky start.
But I do hope to ammend things with you.
I truly do want you, I am hopeful that you will allow me into your life. I am hoping that this is a beginning to a greater understanding, and love between us.
OK, so right out here on a public board, I admit
that I fell for a provider, Sexy Shawna.

Anyone who wants to ridicule me for this, take your best shot! She is such a beautiful and inteligent woman, so much so, that yes, she should feel that she is doing any hobbiest a favor
for allowing them into her bed.
She was doing me a favor as well, but I like to feel that I am special as well, so I wanted to feel as if we were sharing equally in our time together.

I quit the hobby because I got in a jamb, I fell for her, and I was just a hobbiest, a user, just like every one in the hobby.

When I met her, I felt something greater than I.
Its was US. and so I did not desire to use her, but instead love her. She continued to use me, because she doubted my creditability, and rightly
so, just as I doubted her. We set ourselves up
to take a fall, as we used and abused each other.

I want to change all of that. I don't want to use
you, I just Want YOU. :)

-- Modified on 1/16/2008 8:41:25 PM

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I WANT YOU!

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I can understand and accept that you have trust issues as well, but honey, until you determine why or what is the cause of your inability to trust your judgement, then you are going to be in a limbo.

I decided to put myself back out, for you, even though we slamed into each other, because I felt that we can work through it all.

But it appears that you are giving up on us?
I am sad about that, because I want you! I am want to at least try to do this with you, but I have to have you contribute to us as well.

I will admit, that I am jealous, that others get to see you, while I sit out in the cold, that is a terrible place to be, as I want into the warmth of your presence. I WANT YOU!

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OK, now what is it that I have said or done wrong?
I thought that we were working together on a better understanding of each other.

I am all ears honey, maybe you misinterpeted something I said, or implied.
Its hard to guess what you are thinking or feeling, when we have this kind of communication.

So are you doing as much as you can to help me understand your concerns and position on matters?
Thanks for listening.

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Trooper26463 reads

Ask K, if she would act as go between.
It appears that since I have been DNS, no one will talk to me, let alone see me.
If you remember, she is the one who posted to keep my head up.

So if you can get her to act as go between, then
I am ok with that, In fact, I will send her an email, asking as well, but you have to do the same. My request will be sent later this posting day.
If not, then you can still contact me directly.

You have nothing to fear from me. I only want you
but I want us to bridge the gulf.

Warren

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If we are just using each other, then lets keep it on the same page, so we both agree with what is
going on. But if its different, then see the next post.

-- Modified on 1/23/2008 12:10:44 AM

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Trooper27339 reads

There is a big difference, when you just fuck, well hey that can be fun, but it gets boring, and old if you are just doing a physical act.

When you have sex, with someone that you honestly
like and care about, then Sex is expressing something greater than a physical act.

So if you wanna have sex, great! lets do it!
Its just a question of what is the intent behind
it?

I want more than the physical act.
What about you?

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Trooper27450 reads

I am doing as much as I can to promote peace and happiness between us!
Do you have any better ideas?????????
One thing to remember, I would contact you directly in a heart beat, but because of getting
rejected three different times in the past, ya I am a little hesitant to approach you.

I desire no trouble with you! and if you refuse to help out more, then what am I supposed to do?
Put out my neck so my head can get chopped off?
No Thanks! I am not here to egg you on, so that I can take any cheap shots, I fucked up and took my one shot a long time ago, and I regret that!
YOU know that I do too!

So, as I have noted of how inteligent an individual you are, ( and you are! )
What do you propose?

I want you!

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Trooper25765 reads

This is not so FUN or enjoyable if we cannot close the gulf.
Do you really want this for yourself, or do you desire better? I think you know what I want! :(

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Trooper26711 reads

The more I ponder, the more I see, and I realize just how much alike that we are!
Do you see how we mirror each other so often?
Think about it! We cannot help but connect with each other emotionally. It is because of who we are.

I love you sweetie!

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Trooper27119 reads

You know that you will always win a pillow fight
cause you can throw a mean pillow! You could even call say, YOU Fucker! just as long as you smile when you say that. Of course you know what my come back would be.
Dinner? well hey as you are aware, I can cook too!
:)

-- Modified on 1/18/2008 7:27:51 PM

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Trooper27589 reads

I feel that once we are again together physically,
that we will both be at peace, and yet the butterflies will still flutter! :)

I WANT YOU!
Tell me what your heart desires, and I will try to make it so.

Yours alone.
W/T

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I have said over and again, you are so intellligent! I understand what you want me to know, and I am not the least bit offended by the warning, Thnaks with a big KISS!

I promise to be careful, but if I should get close to a trigger, or button, you have to let me know quickly, so we can keep safe, and happy.
I hope that I can have the same understanding from you as well.

I have no reason to push your buttons, nor cause you pain. After all, I do WANT YOU!
Like the lyrics of many songs, I hope to be invited into your secret garden. :)
Its going to take us both to build a good foundation of trust, Lets not rush, even though
I want to run to you, I don't want you to run away! :)
So please Stay, and lets do our best.
You have my deepest and most sincere affections,
and all that I am, and all that I will ever be.

You are so cute! come here so I can mess up your hair, and then you can say, fucker! but you have to smile when you say it! Then we can laugh, kiss
and hug! and feel happy! keep the communication open, and we will keep giving to each other.
If it gets to intense, take a break, but let me know too! Kiss
I Want you!


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Trooper26860 reads

What is it?
Please, don't get negative, or doubtful!
If I have done something, tell me, you know how I care for you.

If you are fustrated, relax, I am NOT going to leave,
Believe me, its hard to not see you, or hold you.
I WANT YOU!

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I am not trying to piss you off, or incur fustration,
I have to follow your directions, my last contact,
you stated that you wanted me to leave.
I am only obeying your wishes, in keeping away.
Otherwise, I would approached again.

If you feel comfortable, you can make contact as well, I can promise you! that you will be well received.

I miss you honey.

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Please be receive it well, so that we can continue
to be positive, and build trust and affections.
I want you honey!

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Unless of course you are looking for fault, and a reason to fight?
Otherwise let the past stay where it belongs,
Today is a new day, and we cannot relive the days past.

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I am not afraid to risk showing who I am, and what I desire.
Nor will that change, because while the risks may be great, the rewards are even greater, when there is a payout.

All that you have done is earned my distrust,
and in the process, and once again, I felt that
you projected negative stuff at me, but I am not a sponge.
Its better to have loved and lost, than to never
have loved at all.!

Take care of you!

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I have no doubts about how I feel about us. I am committed to make this work for us for the LONG
TERM.

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I should know better than to allow the vindictive words, and distortions get to me, but they do, and it serves as a reminder of why I walked away in the first place!

You have been doing a better job at sharing positive energy of late, so give yourself a pat on the back!
My nature is that i am a giving a loving person
by trait, but when I am under attack, then I can
be just as negative as anyone else, thus the rose and hulk trait.

I have to commend you, for allowing me to see behind your mask. It shows me, that you are allowing yourself to be vunlerable.
I really do understand your fear, and that is why you are so hesitant to open up even more.
Have you ever pondered this, in that you fear getting used, and controlled, so in the process of
putting up an emotional guard, you have become the kind of individual, that you fear the most.

Just an observation on my part.
Anyway, sorry for my anger, those past posts that
were written by smell bullshit, are so full of venom, and so distorted, and twisted, WOW.
What the hell happened to you? to make you so hateful and bitter back then? and how about now?
are you still that angry?

I sure hope that you are feeling more loved and happy now days. :)

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I cannot read your mind, while I have gained a better knowledge of you, I feel better to listen
and allow you to tell me what it is that you want.

You have my attention, and I am happy to keep an
open mind toward our interaction.
So with that said, What is it that you want from me?
You know where I stand, and what I desire from you. However I am willing to compromise some.
W/T

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Me Bullheaded? well yes I can be bullheaded, but
in the case of me vs Shawna/R.
Well look who refuses to even REPLY! Ouch! that hurts! Big time! but then you know that right?

Picture W/P as he sighs! O well, what next?

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Hey YOU! you are making me do all the work! so at least give me some credit for my effort.

Its difficult when you are not giving me person to person feedback. And then to add to it, you keep getting fustrated, and walking away!

Be patient, and calm down please.
And just maybe, dare to talk to me, so that I know that I getting it right.

Thanks sweetie!


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Will you be mine?

Love
Warren

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Shawna, I am feeling very sad.
I have to throw in the towel, and look elsewhere.

Thank you for all of the attention, I know that you mean well, just as I wish you the very best,
I hope that you can feel the same for me as well.

Its not me, nor is it you, I guess that I don't have what you desire, and you cannot give to me,
what I desire.

Warren

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Fuck! Do you think that I am happy? Do you think that I enjoy having you kick my ass, almost on a daily basis? love me one minute, then change your mind and hate me the next?

I like roller coaster rides, but not in relationships.
I am tired of waiting for the follow up punch from you.

I am throwing the fight! cause I don't want to fight you, I have never desired to fight you.
You know that all I ever desired was your love,
and respect. For whatever reason, I do not have that!

I am NOT angry with, or at you, remember? I love you. I am fustrated, because what I hoped for, just is not happening. I want you to want me enough to marry me without a doubt.

Love ya, always! but cannot live with the terms.

Warren

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Shawna, Quit thinking and doing negative!
Keep it postive so that you can really appreciate and accept my love.

I don't give a fuck what anyone else thinks. I am
an emotional being, and I am not ashamed for how I feel. I am in love with you. I want you to be my wife.

I want you to see how you are, quit jumping back and forth, calm down, and quit flaming me.
I want to feel loved by you, and treated well,
so I need to see you, feel you, and I desire to have you PHYSICALLY present as well as emotionally! So what do you want????????

So what the hell am I supposed to do?
Quit running away! QUIT with the negative projections!
You know I miss you! and I need for this to go somewhere, so quit stalling me, and step toward me, and give it a chance.
Otherwise we both lose, and I don't want to walk away from this investment, a loser.

Lets do this! come on babe! How am I to be married if you won't put it out there too.
I know your trying, thanks, put yourself in my shoes for a time and try to understand what you are asking of me.

Warren

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I must inform you that this is a board for psychosexual questions and answers, not a one-way communication central. In the past, you have asked some interesting and useful questions; now, you are apparently USING THIS BOARD to proclaim your overriding fascination for a provider.

If you continue to engage in these actions, your privileges will be revoked and your TER membership will be canceled. Your postings are inappropriate and do not belong on this board.

Please CEASE AND DESIST IMMEDIATELY, OR THIS WILL BE BROUGHT TO ADMIN'S ATTENTION and you will no longer be permitted to visit this site and this board,

the Love Goddess

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