i have the weirdest luck with women, i fall for women i can never seem to have, and i end up fucking women i'm not interested in, no matter how much i try

You can't choose who you fall in love with but you can choose who you have sex with. I love the hobby but I never see a woman more than once, no matter how beautiful she is, if something about her does not interest me beyond a sexual level.

That is a common problem with allot of us guys. We always want what we can't have, and take for granted what we can or do have. I have sabotaged a few relationships (subconsciensly)and regretted it later. Had many woman let it be known that they wanted me, but usually blew them off. Which is probably why the hobby has done so well for as long as it has been around.