good deal for her!
you arent sick, everyone shakes his own willie a different way

...you're not firing on all cylinders and you need an alternate way to blast off.

Why waste a wad in your hand, when you can splash in her(covered) or on her?

Nope not weird at all

As a provider I've seen and heard many different ways. I personally love to see the "out come" of my work.  So enjoy yourself any way you want sweetie

Weird is subjective

I'm not coughing up $$$ to have someone watch me spode all over myself.

CUM

I think that is amazing!!!   I kinda do the same thing.  I like when women hold, lick or suck my balls.  I just love it and it makes me CUM.  I love to masturbate as well so this really works for me. I have done this with my ATF multiple times and she loves it when she watches me CUM.  SHe always tells me.....can you cum like you did last time.  Loving it!!!  No shame brother....if it pleases you, its ALL GOOD